Autographs for Freedom, by Mrs. Harriet Beecher Stowe, and Thirty-five Other Eminent Writers
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Autographs for Freedom, by Mrs. Harriet Beecher Stowe, and Thirty-five Other Eminent Writers
Antislavery movements -- United States; Slavery -- United States
A horrible fear took possession of me at these words. Would he _dare_ to
sell my darling Zilpha? The thought almost maddened me. Scarce knowing
what I did, I threw myself on my knees before him, and begged him not to
think a second time of selling his own flesh and blood. He angrily bade
me rise, and not meddle with that in which I had no concern. That he had
a right, which he should exercise, to do what he would with his own. He
had thought it proper, he said, to tell me what I had just heard, but
charged me never again to name the subject to any living being, and not
to let any one suspect from my appearance that anything unusual had
occurred. With this he dismissed me.
What I suffered during that dreadful week, is known only to God. I could
neither eat nor sleep. It seemed to me I should lose my reason.
Jerry came once to Oak Grove, but I would not see him. Zilpha I avoided
as much as possible. I could not bear to look upon her innocent
happiness, knowing as I did that it would soon be changed into
unspeakable misery.
The first three days the master was away from home. On Thursday he
returned. When I chanced to meet him, he looked uneasy; and if he came
to his wife’s room and found me with her, he would make some excuse for
sending me away.
Saturday was a beautiful bright October day, and Ida proposed to Zilpha
that they should take their books and spend the forenoon in the woods.
They went off in high spirits. I thought I had never seen my Zilpha look
so lovely. Love and happiness had added a softer grace to her whole
being. I followed them to the door, and she kissed me twice before
leaving me; then looking back, when she had gone a little way, and
seeing me still standing there, she threw a kiss to me with her little
hand, and looked so bright and joyous, that my aching heart felt a new
pang of sorrow. What was it whispered to me then that I should never see
her again?
I went back to my work, and presently the master came and asked for Ida.
He wished her to ride with him. I told him where she was, and he went in
search of her. Zilpha did not come back with them. “We told her to stay
if she wished,” Ida said. But my heart misgave me. I should at once have
gone in search of her, but Mrs. Lee wanted me, and I could not go.
I cannot bear, even now, to recall the events of that day. My worst
fears were realized. During my master’s absence, he had sold my darling
to a Southern trader, who only waited a favorable opportunity to take
her away without the knowledge of the family. He had been that morning
with Mr. Lee, and was in the house when Mr. Lee returned with Ida from
the woods.
I don’t know how the master ever satisfied his wife and Ida about
Zilpha’s disappearance. There was a report that she had run away. But I
don’t think they believed it. Certainly _I_ never did.
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