New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
"Please," whispered Mrs. Grumble, "speak of God with more respect."
They were her last words; it was the end. A spasm of coughing shook
her; for a moment she seemed anxious to speak. But as Mr. Jeminy bent
over her, her breath failed; her head fell back, and with a single,
frightened glance, Mrs. Grumble passed away, without saying what she
had intended.
Mr. Jeminy closed her eyes, and folded her hands across her breast.
"She is gone already," he thought; "she is far away. She has pressed
ahead, so swiftly, beyond sight or hearing."
He bent his head. "You made me comfortable in my life, Mrs. Grumble,"
he said, "yet at the end I could do nothing for you. But you will not
think badly of me for that.
"Now you are hurrying through eternity. To you, these few slow hours
before the dawn are no different from to-morrow or yesterday; they will
never pass.
"Do you see, at last, the meaning of the spectacle you have just
quitted? Do you understand what I, for all my wisdom, do not
understand? You are free to ask God to explain it to you; you can say,
'I saw armies with banners, and scholars with their books.' Perhaps he
will tell you the meaning of it. But for us, who remain, it has no
meaning. Well, we say, this is life. We laugh, applaud, talk
together, and think about ourselves. And one by one we slip away, no
wiser than before.
"We are like the bees, who work from dawn till dark, gathering honey in
the fields and in the woods. But we are not as wise as the bees, for
each one grasps what he can, and cries, 'this is mine.' Then seeing
that it is of no use to him, he adds, 'What will you give me for it?'"
And he began to think of the past. It seemed to him that he was in
school again. It was spring; and the children came romping into the
schoolroom, their arms full of books and flowers. Summer passed; he
saw Anna Barly crying by the roadside, under the gray sky. He heard
himself saying to Mrs. Grumble: "Yes, that's right, stop up your
ears . . ." And he saw himself walking toward Milford in the
moonlight, under the falling leaves. "Who, now," he thought, "will
drive me out of doors because my room is in disorder, or burn, when I
am away, the scraps of paper on which I have scribbled my memoranda?"
He bowed his head. "Rest quietly, Mrs. Grumble," he said. "Your
troubles are over. For you there is neither doubt nor grief; life does
not matter to you any more. Nor does it matter very much to me. For
there is no one now to care what I do. I am no trouble to anybody."
The chilly breath of morning filled the valley with mist, fine, gray,
imperceptible in the faint light of dawn. And a farmer's cart, as it
rattled down the road, woke, in his chair, the old schoolmaster from
the reverie into which he had fallen.
Faint and clear the early lights of the village went out, leaving the
valley empty and cold. A freight train whistled at the junction, and
crept, with tolling bell, over the switches, to the south.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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