Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhymeChild, Lydia Maria
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Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhyme
Child, Lydia Maria
American essays -- 19th century; American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
glossy brown hair playing with the winds, and her innocent face smiling
upon him with friendly greeting. “She was the best and prettiest child I
ever saw,” he often said to himself; “I wonder whether she would be as
pleasant now.” Sometimes he thought of going to the West and seeking her
out. But he knew not where to find her; his funds were small, and his
courage fell at the thought; “Oh, it is many years ago since we were
children together. Perhaps I should find her married.” Gradually this
one ray of poetry faded out of his soul, and all his thoughts fell into
the common prosaic mould. His lot was cast with rough people, who
required much work, and gave little sympathy. The image of his little
mate floated farther and farther away, and more and more seldom her
clear blue eyes smiled upon him through the rainbow-mists of the past,
or from the air-castles of the future. In process of time, he married,
after the same fashion that a large proportion of men do; because it was
convenient to have a wife, and there was a woman of good character in
the neighbourhood, willing to marry whoever first offered her a
respectable home. Her character bore the stamp of harmless mediocrity.
She was industrious and patient, but ignorant, dull, and quietly
obstinate. The neighbours said she was well suited to him, he was so
rough and passionate; and in the main he thought so himself; though her
imperturbable calmness sometimes fretted him, as a rock chafes the
lashing ocean into foam. The child that was born to them, they both
loved better than they had ever loved; and according to their light,
they sincerely strove to do their duty. His bodily wants were well
supplied, often at the cost of great weariness and self-sacrifice; but
their own rude training had given them few good ideas concerning the
culture of an immortal soul. The infant did more for them, than they for
him. Angelic influences, unseen and unheard amid the hard struggles of
their outward life, became visible and audible through the unconscious
innocence of their little one. For the second time in his life, a vision
of beauty and love gleamed across the rugged path of that honest,
laborious man. Vague impressions of beauty he had constantly received
from the great panorama of the universe. His heart sometimes welcomed a
bright flower in the sunshine, or a cluster of lilies on the stream; he
marvelled at the splendor of the rainbow, and sometimes gazed reverently
at the sun sinking to rest in his rich drapery of purple and gold. But
these were glimpses of the Infinite; their beauty did not seem to
appertain to _him_; it did not enter like a magic charm into the sphere
of his own existence, as did the vision of Mary Williams and his own
little Joe. The dormant tenderness there was in him leaped up at the
smile of his babe, and every pressure of the little fingers made a
dimple in the father’s heart. Like the outbursts of spring, after a long
cold winter, was this revelation of infancy to him.
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