Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhymeChild, Lydia Maria
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Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhyme
Child, Lydia Maria
American essays -- 19th century; American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“As for his womanly face,” replied Mr. Barker, “there is no trusting to
that. The worst villains are not always the worst-looking. As for his
being intoxicated, there is no telling whether it is true or not. That
cunning lawyer may have made up the story, for the sake of exciting
compassion; and the witnesses may be more than willing enough to believe
every thing strange in the prisoner’s conduct was the result of
intoxication. Moreover, it won’t do to admit that plea in extenuation;
for then, don’t you see, a man who wants to kill his enemy has only to
get drunk in the first place? If anybody killed my Joe, drunk or not
drunk, I should want him to swing for it.”
By such remarks, urged in his vehement way, he swayed minds more timid
and lenient than his own, without being fully aware of what he was
doing. He was foreman of the jury; and when the awful moment arrived on
which depended the life of a fellow being, he pronounced the word
“Guilty,” in a strong, firm voice. The next instant his eye fell on the
prisoner, standing there so pale, and still, looking at him with such
fixed despair. There was something in the face that moved him strongly.
He turned quickly away, but the vision was before him; always, and
everywhere before him. “This is weakness,” he said to himself. “I have
merely done my duty. The law required it. I have done my duty.” But
still the pale young face looked at him; always, and everywhere, it
looked at him.
He feared to touch a newspaper, for he wished not to know when the day
of execution would arrive. But officious neighbours, ignorant of his
state of mind, were eager to talk upon the subject; and when drawn into
such discourse, he strove to fortify his own feelings by dwelling on all
the worst circumstances of the case. Notwithstanding all his efforts,
the night preceding the execution, he had troubled dreams, in which that
ghastly young face was always conspicuous. When he woke, he saw it in
the air. It walked beside him as he ploughed the fields, it stood before
him on the threshold of his own door. All that the merciful juryman had
suggested came before him with painful distinctness. _Could_ there be a
doubt that the condemned had really committed murder? _Was_ he
intoxicated? _Might_ he have happened to be intoxicated for the _first_
time in his life? And he so young! But he drove these thoughts away;
saying ever to himself, “The law required it. I merely did my duty.”
Still every thing looked gloomy to him. The evening clouds seemed like
funeral palls, and a pale despairing face gazed at him forever.
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