Conduct of life -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"I left her to die alone," he said. He grasped Pink's little hand till
he hurt the child, and she wrenched it away. He did not even notice
this, and his empty hand retained its shape as the little girl's
fingers had left it. "I went on a gunning trip. And she asked me not
to go. And she died alone." ...
The clergyman's voice intoning sacred words smote upon and did not
soothe this comfortless man.
"_He that believeth on Me._" ...
"Jean believed on me. And I failed her. And she is dead."
Pink crept up to his side again, and put her fingers back into his
still outstretched hand. Perhaps it was the child's touch;
perhaps--God knew--it was some effluence from the unseen life within
whose mystery the deathless love of the dead wife had ceased from the
power of expression; but something at that instant poured vigor into
the abjectly miserable man. His first consciousness that Jean was not
dead rushed back upon him at the mouth of her grave. It seemed,
indeed, no grave, but a couch cut in a catafalque of autumn leaves.
"There is some mistake," he thought, as he had thought before. He
lifted his bared head to the November sky in a kind of exaltation.
This did not fail him until he came back into his desolate home. He
stood staring at the swept and garnished house. The disarray of the
funeral was quite removed. His wife's room was ordered as usual; its
windows stood open. Some of the dreadful flowers were still left about
the house. He pulled them savagely from their places and threw them
away. The servants stood crying in the hall; and the strange
professional nurse, who had remained with the baby, came up and offered
him the child--somewhat as if it had been a Bible text, he thought. He
took the little thing into his arms, piously; but the baby began to
cry, and hit him in the eyes with both fists.
"It's after her he do be cryin'," said Molly.
Avery handed her the child in silence. As he turned to go upstairs,
Pink ran after him.
"Papa," said Pink, "do you expect Mummer Dee to make a very _long_
visit in heaven? I should fink it was time for her to come home, by
supper, shouldn't you, Papa?"
In their own rooms Marshall Avery sat him down alone. He bolted all
the doors, and walked from limit to limit of the narrow space--his room
and hers, with the door open between that he used to close because the
baby bothered him. It stood wide open now. In his room some of his
neckties and clothes were lying about; Jean used to attend to his
things herself, even after she was ill--too ill, perhaps; he remembered
reminding her rather positively if any of these trifles were neglected;
once she had said, "I 'm not _quite_ strong enough to-day."
On his bureau stood her photograph, framed in silver--a fair picture,
in a white gown, with lace about the throat. It had Jean's own eyes;
but nothing ever gave the expression of her mouth. He stood looking at
her picture.
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