When the election riots prevailed in Montreal, the city was thrown into
general alarm; we heard some reports, from day to day, which made us
anxious for ourselves. Nothing, however, gave me any serious thoughts
until I saw uncommon movements in some parts of the nunnery, and
ascertained, to my own satisfaction, that there was a large quantity of
gunpowder stored in some secret place within the walls, and that some
of it was removed, or prepared for use, under the direction of the
Superior.
I have mentioned several penances, in different parts of this
narrative, which we sometimes had to perform. There is a great variety
of them; and, while some, though trifling in appearance, became very
painful, by long endurance, or frequent repetition; others are severe
in their nature, and would never be submitted to unless through fear of
something worse, or a real belief in efficacy to remove guilt. I will
mention here such as I recollect, which can be named without offending
a virtuous ear; for some there were, which, although I have been
compelled to submit to, either by misled conscience, or the fear of
severe punishments, now that I am better able to judge of my duties,
and at liberty to act, I would not mention or describe.
Kissing the floor, is a very common penance; kneeling and kissing the
feet of the other nuns, is another: as are kneeling on hard peas, and
walking with them in the shoes. We had repeatedly to walk on our knees
through the subterranean passage, leading to the Congregational
Nunnery; and sometimes to eat our meals with a rope round our necks.
Sometimes we were fed only with such things as we most disliked. Garlic
was given to me on this account, because I had a strong antipathy
against it. Eels were repeatedly given to some of us, because we felt
an unconquerable repugnance to them, on account of reports we had heard
of their feeding on dead carcasses, in the river St. Lawrence. It was
no uncommon thing for us to be required to drink the water in which the
Superior had washed her feet. Sometimes we were required to brand
ourselves with a hot iron, so as to leave scars; at other times to whip
our naked flesh with several small rods, before a private altar, until
we drew blood. I can assert, with the perfect knowledge of the fact,
that many of the nuns bear the scars of these wounds.
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