One of our penances was to stand for a length of time, with our arms
extended, in imitation of the Saviour on the cross. The _Chemin de la
Croix_, or Road to the Cross, is, in fact, a penance, though it
consists of a variety of prostrations, with the repetition of many
prayers, occupying two or three hours. This we had to perform
frequently, going into the chapel, and falling before each chapelle in
succession, at each time commemorating some particular act or
circumstance reported of the Saviour's progress to the place of his
crucifixion. Sometimes we were obliged to sleep on the floor in the
winter, with nothing over us but a single sheet; and sometimes to chew
a piece of window-glass to a fine powder, in the presence of the
Superior.
We had sometimes to wear leathern belts stuck full of sharp metallic
points round our waists, and the upper part of our arms, bound on so
tight that they penetrated the flesh, and drew blood.
Some of the penances was so severe, that they seemed too much to be
endured; and when they were imposed, the nuns who were to suffer them,
sometimes showed the most violent repugnance. They would often resist,
and still oftener express their opposition by exclamations and screams.
Never, however, was any noise heard from them, for a long time for
there was a remedy always ready to be applied in cases of the kind. The
gag which was put into the month of the unfortunate Saint Francis, had
been brought from a place where there were forty or fifty others, of
different shapes and sizes. These I have seen in their depository,
which is a drawer between two closets, in one of the community-rooms.
Whenever any loud noise was made, one of these instruments was
demanded, and gagging commenced at once. I have known many, many
instances, and sometimes five or six nuns gagged at once. Sometimes
they would become so much excited before they could be bound and
gagged, that considerable force was necessary to be exerted; and I have
seen the blood flowing from months into which the gag had been thrust
with violence.
Indeed I ought to know something on this department of nunnery
discipline: I have had it tried upon myself, and I can bear witness
that it is not only most humiliating and oppressive, but often
extremely painful. The month is kept forced open, and the straining of
the jaws at their utmost stretch, for a considerable time, is very
distressing.
One of the worst punishments which I ever saw inflicted, was that with
a cap; and yet some of the old nuns were permitted to inflict it at
their pleasure. I have repeatedly known them to go for a cap, when one
of our number had transgressed a rule, sometimes though it were a very
unimportant one. These caps were kept in a cupboard in the old nuns'
room, whence they were brought when wanted.
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