One of the effects of the weariness of our bodies and minds, was our
proneness to talk in our sleep. It was both ludicrous and painful to
hear the nuns repeat their prayers in the course of the night, as they
frequently did in their dreams. Required to keep our minds continually
on the stretch, both in watching our conduct, in remembering the rules
and our prayers, under the fear of the consequences of any neglect,
when we closed our eyes in sleep, we often went over again the scenes
of the day; and it was no uncommon thing for me to hear a nun repeat
one or two of our long exercises in the dead of night. Sometimes, by
the time she had finished, another, in a different part of the room,
would happen to take a similar turn, and commence a similar recitation;
and I have known cases in which several such unconscious exercises were
performed, all within an hour or two.
We had now and then a recreation day, when we were relieved from our
customary labor, and from all prayers except those for morning and
evening. The greater part of our time was then occupied with different
games, particularly backgammon and drafts, and in such conversation as
did not relate to our past lives, and the outside of the Convent.
Sometimes, however, our sports would be interrupted on such days by the
entrance of one of the priests, who would come in and propose that his
fete, the birth-day of his patron saint, should be kept by "the
saints." We saints!
Several nuns died at different times while I was in the Convent; how
many I cannot say, but there was a considerable number: I might rather
say, many in proportion to the number in the nunnery. The proportion of
deaths I am sure was very large. There were always some in the nuns'
sick-rooms, and several interments took place in the chapel. When a
Black nun is dead, the corpse is dressed as if living, and placed in
the chapel in a sitting posture, within the railing round the altar,
with a book in the hand, as if reading. Persons are then freely
admitted from the street, and some of them kneel and pray before it. No
particular notoriety is given, I believe, to this exhibition out of the
Convent; but such a case usually excites some attention.
The living nuns are required to say prayers for the delivery of their
deceased sister from purgatory, being informed, as in all other such
cases, that if she is not there, and has no need of our intercession,
our prayers are in no danger of being thrown away, as they will be set
down to the account of some of our departed friends, or at least to
that of the souls which have no acquaintances to pray for them.
It was customary for us occasionally to kneel before a dead nun thus
seated in the chapel, and I have often performed that task. It was
always painful, for the ghastly countenance being seen whenever I
raised my eyes, and the feeling that the position and dress were
entirely opposed to every idea of propriety in such a case, always made
me melancholy.
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