The priests took turns in attending to confession and catechism in the
Convent, usually three months at a time, though sometimes longer
periods. The priest then on duty was Father Larkin. He is a
good-looking European, and has a brother who is a professor in the
college. He baptized, and then put oil upon the heads of the infants,
as is the custom after baptism. They were then taken, one after
another, by one of the old nuns, in the presence of us all. She pressed
her hand upon the mouth and nose of the first, so tight that it could
not breathe, and in a few minutes, when the hand was removed, it was
dead. She then took the other, and treated it in the same way. No sound
was heard, and both the children were corpses. The greatest
indifference was shown by all present during this operation; for all,
as I well knew, were long accustomed to such scenes. The little bodies
were then taken into the cellar, thrown into the pit I have mentioned,
and covered with a quantity of lime.
I afterward saw another new-born infant treated in the same manner, in
the same place; but the actors in the scene I choose not to name, nor
the circumstances, as everything connected with it is of a peculiarly
trying and painful nature to my own feelings.
These were the only instances of infanticide I witnessed; and it seemed
to be merely owing to accident that I was then present. So far as I
know, there were no pains taken to preserve secrecy on this subject;
that is, I saw no attempt made to keep any of the inmates of the
Convent in ignorance of the murder of children. On the contrary, others
were told, as well as myself, on their first admission as veiled nuns,
that all infants born in the place were baptized and killed, without
loss of time; and I had been called to witness the murder of the three
just mentioned, only because I happened to be in the room at the time.
That others were killed in the same manner during my stay in the
nunnery, I am well assured.
How many there were I cannot tell, and having taken no account of those
I heard of, I cannot speak with precision; I believe, however, that I
learnt through nuns, that at least eighteen or twenty infants were
smothered, and secretly buried in the cellar, while I was a nun.
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