Courtship -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
For myself, I do not know that I should regret it very
much. I have an idea that no money should be sweet to a
man except that which he earns. And I have enough belief
in myself to be confident that sooner or later I shall
earn a sufficiency. But, dearest, I own that I feel
disgusted with myself when I think that I have diminished
your present comfort, or perhaps lessened for the future
resources which would have been yours rather than mine.
But the milk has been spilt, and now we must only think
what we can best do without it. It seems to me that only
two homes are possible for you,--one with Sir Thomas
as his niece, and the other with me as my wife. I am
conceited enough to think that you will prefer the latter
even with many inconveniences. Neither can your uncle
or your aunt prevent you from marrying at a very early
day, should you choose to do so. There would be some
preliminary ceremony, of the nature of which I am
thoroughly ignorant, but which could, I suppose, be
achieved in a month. I would advise you to ask your aunt
boldly whether she wishes you to go or to stay with her,
explaining, of course, that you intend to hold to your
engagement, and explaining at the same time that you are
quite ready to be married at once if she is anxious to be
quit of you. That is my advice.
And now, dear, one word of something softer! For did any
lover ever write to the lady of his heart so long a letter
so abominably stuffed with matters of business? How shall
I best tell you how dearly I love you? Perhaps I may do it
by showing you that as far as I myself am concerned I long
to hear that your Aunt Emmeline and your Uncle Tom are
more hard-hearted and obdurate than were ever uncle and
aunt before them. I long to hear that you have been turned
out into the cold, because I know that then you must come
to me, though it be even less than three hundred a-year.
I wish you could have seen your uncle's face as those
terribly mean figures reached his ears. I do not for a
moment fear that we should want. Orders come slow enough,
but they come a little quicker than they did. I have never
for a moment doubted my own ultimate success, and if
you were with me I should be more confident than ever.
Nevertheless, should your aunt bid you to stay, and should
you think it right to comply with her desire, I will not
complain.
Adieu! This comes from one who is altogether happy in his
confidence that at any rate before long you will have
become his wife.
ISADORE HAMEL.
I quite expect to be scolded for my awkwardness. Indeed I
shall be disappointed if I am not.
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