Blue Ridge Mountains -- Juvenile fiction; North Carolina -- Juvenile fiction; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
So you are back at your beloved Vassar! Does it seem as wonderful as it
did last year? Or more so? More so, I expect. You were a little lonely
and strange last year, you know. But now it will be different. The
girls will seem like old friends to you now that you are coming back to
them. But, Carin, girl, they cannot _possibly_ be such old friends as I
am, or as Annie Laurie is. Don’t dare to like one of them better than
you like us. I can imagine, and really spend too much time imagining,
just how lovely and cultivated and surprising some of them are. But,
please, aren’t some of them quite stupid, too? I hope so. Annie Laurie
hopes so. We want still to be the brightest stars in your sky.
Lest you should think we are not, we keep polishing ourselves. Annie
Laurie, when she is not attending to her dairy, will take university
extension work. And I, your own ever adoring, ever grateful Azalea, will
keep hammering away at the books that dear Barbara Summers lends, and
Keefe O’Connor sends down from New York, and those that your own library
at the Shoals furnishes.
I have the heart to read, Carin, but not the time. That’s the truth.
Or, come to think of it, perhaps it is a matter of eyelids. I have a
queer, self-closing pair. If they would stay up after nine o’clock at
night I could learn something. But, no, they appear to be attached to a
wheel or a ratchet in the clock, and when nine strikes, down they go and
down they stay.
What can I do?
Nothing, except kiss dearest Mother McBirney good night, trying not to
yawn in her face as I do it, and after paying my respects to Father
McBirney and “brother” Jim, slip away up to my darling loft.
Now, there, Carin! You see I’m nicer than your other friends, more
unusual and surprising. (You told me the last time I saw you that you
liked your friends to be unusual and surprising.) Well, have you any
other friend who goes up to her bedroom by means of an outside pair of
stairs and who sleeps in a loft, with a tame bat for company? You have
not, Carin Carson, and you know it. And, Oh, how I love it! Shall I
ever have another room I love so well? The soft noises of the night come
purling down into it like a stream. The stars of the northern sky shine
into it. The mountain-side is like a green curtain hanging before it.
When I get up in that little room, my doors and windows wide to old Mount
Tennyson’s whispering side, I seem to find my real self. Everything
slips away from me except the night and myself and—and God.
Dearest Carin, I am feeling rather serious. It is because of something
that I have just come to realize. Do you remember how, at the end of our
school-teaching up at Sunset Gap three years ago, your father and mother
offered to send me away to school, and I—thanking them more than I could
possibly make them understand—refused? I said I wanted it to be Azalea
for herself. That I meant to spin my own little web, and that I hoped it
would be a silver one.
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