Blue Ridge Mountains -- Juvenile fiction; North Carolina -- Juvenile fiction; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
“This,” she said, stopping before the first one, “was by the greatest
portrait painter in the South. At the time he painted me I was eighteen
and already engaged to your father—your grandfather, I mean. I should
not like to have you repeat it, but the painter fell desperately in love
with me, my dear—desperately. Painters always fall in love with one, I
fancy. That is why the picture has a slightly unfinished appearance. He
left before he had quite completed it.”
“Poor man,” said I.
“Ah, I dare say he recovered. These loves that are founded on mere
admiration amount to but little. We will proceed, if you please.”
I led her on to the next portrait of herself.
“This,” she said, quite as if she had not told me the same things half a
dozen times before, “was done by an English artist just after my Jack was
born. I wanted him to paint it with my little David sitting at my feet
and my Jack in my arms, but he was not in favor of it. He said he
preferred to paint me by myself. For one thing, he considered me too
small to paint with such fine large sons. He said it made me look
ridiculous. But I truly think, Azalea, that he did not regard me as
motherly enough. I know I was and am a vain woman. But my vanity, my
dear, is only skin deep—only skin deep. It is a manner, nothing more.
In my time it was fashionable for girls in my class to act as if they
were self-indulged and vain. But in reality—” she paused, and stood out
before me, and I saw there were tears in her eyes, and her face grew
tender and quiet—“in reality, my dear granddaughter, my motherhood was
more to me than anything else.”
She drooped her head down among the laces on her gown, and I heard her
say under her breath:
“I have almost died of it!”
I put my arm around her and drew her close to me—such a tiny creature as
she is!
“Little madam grandmother,” I whispered, “come back to the fire, and I
will make some tea. Then perhaps you will tell me a story. I love your
stories very, very much.”
She straightened up again, calling on her courage and her pride.
“But there is one more portrait which I wish to show you, my dear. It
was done by a celebrated South American when I was just turned forty—my
autumnal picture, I call it. Here I am, in my spring, in my summer, in
my autumn.”
She smiled up at me suddenly.
“And now, I suppose, you wish me to round out my year, and have my winter
picture painted? Well, I can provide the snow.” She touched her silver
hair with her wrinkled hand.
“Dear grandmother,” I said right out from the heart, “you are quite
right. It needs the beautiful winter picture to complete the set.”
We went back to the fire then and she sat thinking while I made the tea.
At last she spoke.
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