Blue Ridge Mountains -- Juvenile fiction; North Carolina -- Juvenile fiction; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
I’ll tell you this, my Carin: Next to a well-loved human face, a
well-loved road is the best thing. The sight of a familiar clump of
grass can be as dear as a threshold. Twists of tree trunks, odd
embankments, colors of the road, above all, the turns of a road, get to
be like a part of one’s life. The little smells that come up from earth
and grass and flower, rising over and over again from the same place,
affect one almost like the voices of “home folk.” Even the wind on the
face, though the wind is so wild and strange a thing, makes one feel at
ease in one’s world; and the burst of the sun over a hill, or the going
down of it at the close of a busy day—busy both for you and the sun—can
make you realize as few things can, that you are the child of God—of the
great Father, so silent, so unknowable, who has made suns and birds,
mountains and little friendly crickets.
Oh, beautiful, beautiful life! In spite of trouble and sickness,
perplexity and poverty, beautiful, beautiful life!
Dear Carin, don’t laugh at me if my letter has been a bit too ecstatic.
You are surrounded all the time with fine teachers and brilliant friends,
and moving, shifting life. I am just here by myself, so to speak. Yes,
yes, dear, I know my own McBirneys are beside me. I have no desire
deeper than the desire to help them. Yet, Carin, are they my kind of
people? You know they are not; they know it. We try to be alike, but we
cannot be, really.
I am the granddaughter of Colonel Atherton on one side; the granddaughter
of some other proud old gentleman on the other side. For it was pride
that made my grandfather Knox turn his son, my father, adrift. True, the
McBirneys took me, a little ragged wanderer, orphaned and desolate, from
a traveling show; but that was an accident in my life. It cannot change
the fact that I have the tastes of the Athertons and the Knoxes, who have
loved beauty and hospitality and other gracious things.
Oh, me, am I insinuating that Mother McBirney is not hospitable or that
she does not love beauty? If so, shame on me. Her door stands open to
every wanderer. It stood open to me. The flowers about her walls, and
the purple valley below her hill, delight her. Yes, she is a true lover
of beauty. May we never lose sight of each other, and to the last may I
feel her hand waiting to grasp mine in whatever darkness she or I may
have to walk through. I only say I wish I might, sometimes, have someone
like you, my Carin, to talk with. Of course, there is Barbara Summers.
But she is in the valley and I on the mountain.
Equally of course, there are Keefe O’Connor’s letters. And there are
yours. Be sure you send me one soon.
Do not mind my changing moods. I am, after all, always the same old
_Azalea_.
P. S. This is the evening of the same day.
Who do you think called?
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