About the middle of the afternoon it occurred to me to try to find a key
for the lock of the bath-house. I therefore left my studio and proceeded
to the house. I passed close by the fatal building, but there was no
sound from it.
I found a number of trunk-keys in a drawer in the library, and was about
to escape with them, when father came in. He gave me a long look, and
said:
"Bee still buzzing?"
I had hoped for some understanding from him, but my spirits fell at this
speech.
"I am still working, father," I said, in a firm if nervous tone. "I am
not doing as good work as I would if things were different, but--I am at
least content, if not happy."
He stared at me, and then came over to me.
"Put out your tongue," he said.
Even against this crowning infamy I was silent.
"That's all right," he said. "Now see here, Chicken, get into your
riding togs and we'll order the horses. I don't intend to let this
play-acting upset your health."
But I refused. "Unless, of course, you insist," I finished. He only
shook his head, however, and left the room. I felt that I had lost my
last friend.
I did not try the keys myself, but instead stood off a short distance
and threw them through the window. I learned later that they struck
Mr. Beecher on the head. Not knowing, of course, that I had flung them,
and that my reason was pure friendliness and idealism, he threw them
out again with a violent exclamation. They fell at my feet, and lay
there, useless, rejected, tragic.
At last I summoned courage to speak.
"Can't I do something to help?" I said, in a quaking voice, to the
window.
There was no answer, but I could hear a pen scratching on paper.
"I do so want to help you," I said, in a louder tone.
"Go, away" said his voice, rather abstracted than angry.
"May I try the keys?" I asked. Be still, my heart! For the scratching had
ceased.
"Who's that?" asked the beloved voice. I say 'beloved' because an ideal
is always beloved. The voice was beloved, but sharp.
"It's me."
I heard him mutter something, and I think he came to the door.
"Look here," he said. "Go away. Do you understand? I want to work. And
don't come near here again until seven o'clock."
"Very well," I said faintly.
"And then come without fail," he said.
"Yes, Mr. Beecher," I replied. How commanding he was! Strong but tender!
"And if anyone comes around making a noise, before that, you shoot them
for me, will you?"
"SHOOT them?"
"Drive them off, or use a bean-shooter. Anything. But don't yell at
them. It distracts me."
It was a sacred trust. I, and only I, stood between him and his MAGNUM
OPUS. I sat down on the steps of our bath-house, and took up my vigil.
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