He was embarrassed by her bedroom: the broad couch with a cover of
violet silk, mauve curtains striped with gold, Chinese Chippendale
bureau, and an amazing row of slippers, with ribbon-wound shoe-trees,
and primrose stockings lying across them. His manner of bringing the
ash-tray had just the right note of easy friendliness, he felt. “A boob
like Verg Gunch would try to get funny about seeing her bedroom, but I
take it casually.” He was not casual afterward. The contentment of
companionship was gone, and he was restless with desire to touch her
hand. But whenever he turned toward her, the cigarette was in his way.
It was a shield between them. He waited till she should have finished,
but as he rejoiced at her quick crushing of its light on the ash-tray
she said, “Don’t you want to give me another cigarette?” and hopelessly
he saw the screen of pale smoke and her graceful tilted hand again
between them. He was not merely curious now to find out whether she
would let him hold her hand (all in the purest friendship, naturally),
but agonized with need of it.
On the surface appeared none of all this fretful drama. They were
talking cheerfully of motors, of trips to California, of Chum Frink.
Once he said delicately, “I do hate these guys-- I hate these people that
invite themselves to meals, but I seem to have a feeling I’m going to
have supper with the lovely Mrs. Tanis Judique to-night. But I suppose
you probably have seven dates already.”
“Well, I was thinking some of going to the movies. Yes, I really think I
ought to get out and get some fresh air.”
She did not encourage him to stay, but never did she discourage him. He
considered, “I better take a sneak! She _will_ let me stay--there _is_
something doing--and I mustn’t get mixed up with-- I mustn’t-- I’ve got to
beat it.” Then, “No, it’s too late now.”
Suddenly, at seven, brushing her cigarette away, brusquely taking her
hand:
“Tanis! Stop teasing me! You know we-- Here we are, a couple of lonely
birds, and we’re awful happy together. Anyway I am! Never been so happy!
Do let me stay! I’ll gallop down to the delicatessen and buy some
stuff--cold chicken maybe--or cold turkey--and we can have a nice little
supper, and afterwards, if you want to chase me out, I’ll be good and go
like a lamb.”
“Well--yes--it would be nice,” she said.
Nor did she withdraw her hand. He squeezed it, trembling, and blundered
toward his coat. At the delicatessen he bought preposterous stores of
food, chosen on the principle of expensiveness. From the drug store
across the street he telephoned to his wife, “Got to get a fellow to
sign a lease before he leaves town on the midnight. Won’t be home till
late. Don’t wait up for me. Kiss Tinka good-night.” He expectantly
lumbered back to the flat.
“Oh, you bad thing, to buy so much food!” was her greeting, and her
voice was gay, her smile acceptant.
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