That cowardly attack broke her. Her eyes were blank. She wept. But
Babbitt glared stolidly. He felt that he was the all-powerful official
in charge; that Paul and Mrs. Babbitt looked on him with awe; that he
alone could handle this case.
Zilla writhed. She begged, “Oh, they don’t!”
“They certainly do!”
“I’ve been a bad woman! I’m terribly sorry! I’ll kill myself! I’ll do
anything. Oh, I’ll-- What do you want?”
She abased herself completely. Also, she enjoyed it. To the connoisseur
of scenes, nothing is more enjoyable than a thorough, melodramatic,
egoistic humility.
“I want you to let Paul beat it off to Maine with me,” Babbitt demanded.
“How can I help his going? You’ve just said I was an idiot and nobody
paid any attention to me.”
“Oh, you can help it, all right, all right! What you got to do is to cut
out hinting that the minute he gets out of your sight, he’ll go chasing
after some petticoat. Matter fact, that’s the way you start the boy off
wrong. You ought to have more sense--”
“Oh, I will, honestly, I will, George. I know I was bad. Oh, forgive me,
all of you, forgive me--”
She enjoyed it.
So did Babbitt. He condemned magnificently and forgave piously, and as
he went parading out with his wife he was grandly explanatory to her:
“Kind of a shame to bully Zilla, but course it was the only way to
handle her. Gosh, I certainly did have her crawling!”
She said calmly, “Yes. You were horrid. You were showing off. You were
having a lovely time thinking what a great fine person you were!”
“Well, by golly! Can you beat it! Of course I might of expected you to
not stand by me! I might of expected you’d stick up for your own sex!”
“Yes. Poor Zilla, she’s so unhappy. She takes it out on Paul. She hasn’t
a single thing to do, in that little flat. And she broods too much. And
she used to be so pretty and gay, and she resents losing it. And you
were just as nasty and mean as you could be. I’m not a bit proud of
you--or of Paul, boasting about his horrid love-affairs!”
He was sulkily silent; he maintained his bad temper at a high level of
outraged nobility all the four blocks home. At the door he left her, in
self-approving haughtiness, and tramped the lawn.
With a shock it was revealed to him: “Gosh, I wonder if she was
right--if she was partly right?” Overwork must have flayed him to
abnormal sensitiveness; it was one of the few times in his life when he
had queried his eternal excellence; and he perceived the summer night,
smelled the wet grass. Then: “I don’t care! I’ve pulled it off. We’re
going to have our spree. And for Paul, I’d do anything.”
II
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