domestic nuisance; we never reflect that to _her_ all the interest
and sympathy of life is concentrated and focussed upon that one single
shadowy follower. He may be as uninteresting a slip of a plough-boy,
turned driver of a London railway van, as ever was seen in this realm
of England; or he may be as full of artistic aspiration and beautiful
imaginings as Colin Churchill; but to her it is all the same; he is her
one friend and confidant and social environment; he represents in her
eyes universal society; he is the solitary unit who can play upon
the full gamut of that many-toned and exquisitely modulated musical
instrument, her inherited social nature. Take him away, and what is
there left of her?--a mere automatic human machine for making beds or
grinding out arithmetic for junior classes.
Has not humanity rightly pitched, by common consent, for the main
theme of all its verse and all its literature, upon this one universal
passion, which, for a few short years at least, tinges with true romance
and unspoken poetry even the simplest and most commonplace souls?
Colin felt the sadness of parting, too, but by no means so acutely as
Minna. The door of fame was opening at last before him; Rome was looming
large upon the mental horizon; dreams in marble were crystallising
themselves down into future actuality; and in the near fulfilment of his
life-long hopes, it was hardly to be expected that he should take the
parting to heart so seriously as the little pupil-teacher herself had
taken it. Besides, time, in anticipation at least, never looks nearly
so long to men as to women. Don't we all know that a woman will cry her
eyes out about a few months' absence, which to a man seems hardly worth
making a fuss about? 'It's only for three or four years, you know,
Minna,' Colin said, as lightly as though three or four years were
absolutely nothing; and ah me, how long they looked to poor, lonely,
heartsick little Minna! She felt almost inclined to give up this up-hill
work of teaching and self-education altogether, and return once more to
the old fisherman's cottage away down at Wootton Mandeville. There at
least she would have some human sympathies and interests to comfort and
sustain her.
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