Colin looked at the pretty little pupil-teacher with a look of profound
and unfeigned admiration. 'Minna,' he said, 'dear little woman, you're
the best and kindest-hearted girl that ever breathed; but how on earth
do you suppose I could possibly be wretch enough to take away your poor
little savings? No, no, little woman, you must keep them for yourself,
and use them for making yourself--I was going to say into a lady--but
you couldn't do that, Minna, you couldn't do that, for you were born one
already. Still, if _you_ want _me_ to be a real sculptor, I want _you_,
little woman, just as much to be a real educated gentlewoman.' Colin
said the last word with a certain lingering loving cadence, for it had a
good old-fashioned ring about it that recommended it well to his simple
straightforward peasant nature.
'Well, Colin,' Minna went on, blushing a bit (for that last quiet hint
seemed half unintentionally to convey the impression that Colin really
possessed a proprietary right in her whole future), 'we must try our
best to find out some way for you to go to Rome at last in spite of
everything. You know, meanwhile, you've got good employment, Colin, and
that's always something.'
'Ah yes, Minna,' Colin answered with his youthful enthusiasm coming
strong upon him, 'I've got employment, of course; but I don't want
employment; I want opportunities, I want advice, I want instruction, I
want the means of learning, I want to perfect myself. Here in London,
somehow, I feel as if I was tied down by the leg, and panting to get
loose again. I like Cicolari, and in my own native untaught fashion I've
done my best to improve myself with him; but I feel sadly the lack of
training and competition. I should like to see how other men do their
work; I should like to pit myself against them and find out whether I
really am or am not a sculptor. Let me but just go to Rome, and I shall
mould such things and carve such statues--ah, Minna, you shall see them!
And the one delight I have in life now, Minna, is to get out like this,
and talk it over with you, and tell you what I mean to do when once I
get at it. For you can sympathise with me more than any of them, little
woman. I feel that you can realise my longing to do good work--the
work I know I'm fitted for--a thousand times better than a mere decent
respectable marble-hacking workman like Cicolari.'
Poor little Minna! She sighed again, and her heart beat harder than
ever. It was such a privilege for her to feel that Colin Churchill, with
all that great future looming large before his young imagination, still
loved her best to sympathise with him in his artistic yearnings. She
pressed his arm a little, in her sweet simplicity, but she said nothing.
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