“The German answer is always the same. War is war, and they were hard
pressed by our superiority in material, man-power and sea-power. We were
starving them to death with our blockade. They saw their children dying
and diseased, their old people carried to the grave, their men weakened.
They had to break through somehow, anyhow, to save their race. I don’t
think we should have stopped at much if England had been ringed round
with enemy ships and the kids were starving in Mayfair and Maida Vale,
and every town and hamlet.”
He laughed, with a shrug of his shoulders, as he lit his pipe for about
the fifteenth time.
“Argument is no good,” he said. “I’ve argued into the early hours of the
morning with that fellow Franz von Kreuzenach, who is a fine fellow and
the whitest man I’ve met in Germany. Nothing will convince him that his
people were, more guilty than ourselves. Perhaps he’s right. History
will decide. Now we must start afresh--wipe out the black past, confess
that though the Germans started the war we were all possessed by the
devil--and exorcise ourselves. I believe the German people are ready
to turn over a new leaf and start a fresh chapter of history if we will
help them and give them a chance. They have an immense hope that England
and America will not push them over into the bottomless abyss, now that
they have fulfilled Wilson’s demand to get rid of their old rulers and
fall into line with the world’s democracy. If that hope fails them they
will fall back to the old philosophy of hatred, with vengeance as its
goal--and the damned thing will happen again in fifteen--twenty--thirty
years.”
Brand made one remark that evening which referred, I fancy, to his love
affair with Elsa von Kreuzenach.
“There is so much folly in the crowd that one despairs of reaching a
higher stage of civilisation. I am falling back on individualism. The
individual must follow his own ideals, strive for his own happiness,
find friendship and a little love where he can, and stand apart from
world problems, racial rivalries, international prejudices, as far as
he may without being drawn into the vortex. Nothing that he can do
will alter human destiny, or the forces of evolution, or the cycles of
history, which make all striving futile. Let him get out of the rain and
comfort himself with any human warmth he can find. Two souls in contact
are company enough.”
“Sometimes,” I said, “mob passion tears them asunder and protests
against their union with stones or outlaw judgment. Taboo will exist for
ever in human society, and it is devilish unpleasant for individuals who
violate the rules.”
“It needs courage,” said my friend. “The risk is sometimes worth
taking.”
VII
Brand decided to take the risk, and though he asked my advice
beforehand, as a matter of friendship, I knew my warnings were useless.
It was about a month after that train journey to Bonn that he came into
my room at the Domhof, looking rather pale but with a kind of glitter in
his eyes.
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