I had known Susy and her set in the old days. They were the minor
intellectuals of London, and I had portrayed some of them in a novel
called “Intellectual Mansions,” which they did not like, though I loved
them all. They wrote little poems, painted little pictures, produced
little plays, and talked about all subjects under heaven with
light-hearted humour, an arrogance towards popular ideas, and a quick
acceptance of the new, the unusual and the revolutionary in art and
thought. Into their way of life war crashed suddenly with its thunder
notes of terror. All that they had lived for seemed to be destroyed,
and all their ideals overthrown. They had believed in beauty, and it was
flung into the mud, and bespattered with blood, and buried beneath the
ugly monsters of war’s idolatry.
They had been devotees of liberty, and were made slaves of the drill
sergeant and other instruments of martial law. They had been enemies
of brutality, cruelty, violence, but all human effort now was for the
slaughter of men, and the hero was he who killed most with bayonet or
bomb. Their pretty verses were made of no account. Their impressionistic
paintings were not so useful as the camouflage of tin huts. Their little
plays were but feeble drama to that which now was played out on the
world’s stage to the roar of guns and the march of armies. They went
into the tumult and fury of it all, and were lost. I met some of them,
like Fortune and Brand, in odd places. Many of them died in the dirty
ditches. Some of them wrote poems before they died, stronger than
their work before the war, with a noble despair or the exaltation of
sacrifice. Others gave no sign of their previous life, and were just
absorbed into the ranks--ants in these legions of soldier-ants. Now
those who had escaped with life were coming back to their old haunts,
trying to pick up old threads, getting back, if they could, to the old
ways of work, hoping for a new inspiration out of immense experience,
but not yet finding it.
In Susy Whincop’s flat some of them had gathered when I went there, and
when I looked round upon them, seeing here and there vaguely-remembered
faces, I was conscious of a change that had overtaken them, and, with a
shock, wondered whether I too had altered so much in those five years.
I recognised Peter Hallam, whom I had known as a boy just down from
Oxford, with a genius (in a small way) for satirical verse and a talent
for passionate lyrics of a morbid and erotic type. Yes, it was certainly
Peter, though his face had hardened and he had cropped his hair short
and walked with one leg stiff.
He was talking to a girl with bobbed hair. It was Jennie Southcombe,
who had been one of the heroines of the Serbian retreat, according to
accounts of newspaper correspondents.
“My battery,” said Peter, “plugged into old Fritz with open sights for
four horns. We just mowed ‘em down.”
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