“All that, thank God, is finished now,” said the man. “The English have
delivered us from the beast!” As he spoke, another monstrous shell came
overhead, but he took no notice of it, and said, “We are safe now from
the enemy’s evil power!” It seemed to me a comparative kind of safety.
I had no confidence in it when I sat in the parlour of an old lady who,
like Eileen O’Connor, in Lille, had been an Irish governess in Courtrai,
and who now, living in miserable poverty, sat in a bed-sitting-room
whose windows and woodwork had been broken by shell-splinters. “Do you
mind shutting the door, my dear?” she said. “I can’t bear those nasty
bombs.” I realised with a large, experienced knowledge that we might be
torn to fragments of flesh at any moment by one of those nasty “bombs,”
which were really eight-inch shells; but the old lady did not worry, and
felt safe when the door was shut.
Outside Courtrai, when I left, lay some khaki figures in a mush of
blood. They were lads whom I had seen unloading ammunition that morning
on the bank of the canal. One had asked me for a light, and said,
“What’s all this peace talk?... Any chance?” A big chance, I had told
him. Home for Christmas, certain sure this time. The boy’s eyes had
lighted up for a moment, quicker than the match which he held in the cup
of his hands.
“Jesus! Back for good, eh?”
Then the light went out of his eyes as the match flared up.
“We’ve heard that tale a score of times. ‘The Germans are weakening. The
Huns ‘ave ‘ad enough!...’ Newspaper talk. A man would be a mug----”
Now the boy lay in the mud, with half his body blown away.... I was glad
to get back to Lille for a spell, where there were no dead bodies in the
roads. And the colonel’s news, straight from G.H.Q.--which, surely, were
not playing up the old false optimism again!--helped one to hope that,
perhaps, in a week or two the last boys of our race, the lucky ones,
would be reprieved from that kind of bloody death which I had seen so
often, so long, so heaped up, in many fields of France and Flanders,
where the flower of our youth was killed.
Dr. Small was excited by the hope brought back by Colonel Lavington. He
sought me out in my billet, _Madame Chéri_, and begged me to take a walk
with him. (It was a moonlight night, but no double throb of a German
air-engine came booming over Lille.) He walked at a hard pace, with
the collar of his “British warm” tucked up to his ears, and talked in a
queer disjointed monologue, emotionally, whimsically. I remember some
of his words, more or less--anyhow, the gist of his thoughts, “I’m not
worrying any more about how the war will end. We’ve won! Remarkable,
that, when one thinks back to the time, less than a year ago, when the
best thing seemed a draw. I’m thinking about the future. What’s the
world going to be afterwards? That’s my American mind--the next job, so
to speak.”
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