Probably my eyes were attracted to it because of a number of photographs
stuck into the framework. They were photographs of a girl in a variety
of stage costumes; and glancing at the girl, whom the doctor had put
into a low arm-chair, I saw that they were of her. But with all the
tragic difference between happiness and misery; worse than that--between
unscathed girlhood and haggard womanhood. This girl with red hair and
a white waxen face was pretty still. There was something more than
prettiness in the broadness of her brow and the long tawny lashes that
were now veiling her closed eyes as she sat with her head back against
the chair, showing a long white throat. But her face was lined with an
imprint of pain, and her mouth, rather long and bow-like, was drawn with
a look of misery.
The doctor spoke to me--in English, of course.
“Half-starved, I should say. Or starved.”
He sniffed at the stove and the room generally.
“No sign of recent cooking.”
He opened a cupboard and looked in.
“Nothing in the pantry, sonny. I guess the girl would do with a meal.”
I did not answer him. I was staring at the photographs stuck into
the mirror, and saw one that was not a girl’s portrait. It was the
photograph of a young French lieutenant. I crossed the room and looked
at it closer, and then spoke to the little doctor in a curiously
unexcited voice, as one does in moments of living drama.
“This girl is Pierre Nesle’s sister.”
“For the love of Mike!” said the little doctor, for the second time that
night.
The girl heard the name of Pierre Nesle and opened her eyes wide, with a
wondering look.
“Pierre Nesle? That is my brother. Do you know him?”
I told her that I knew him well and had seen him in Lille, where he was
looking for her, two days ago. He was now in the direction of Courtrai.
The girl was painfully agitated and uttered pitiful words.
“Oh, my little brother!” she murmured. “My dear little comrade!” She
rose from her chair, steadying herself with one hand on the back of it,
and with feverish anxiety said that she must go at once. She must leave
Lille.
“Why?” I asked. “Why do you want to leave Lille?”
“I am afraid!” she answered again, and burst into tears.
I turned to the doctor and translated her words.
“I can’t understand this fear of hers--this desire to leave Lille.”
Dr. Small had taken something off the mantelpiece--a glass tube with
some tablets--which he put in his pocket.
“Hysteria,” he said. “Starvation, war-strain, and--drugs. There’s a
jolly combination for a young lady’s nerves! She’s afraid of herself,
old ghosts, the horrors. Wants to run away from it all, forgetting that
she carries her poor body and brain with her. I know the symptoms--even
in little old New York in time of peace.”
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