She lay on a sofa covered with white marabou, her head sunk deep into a
billowy morass of lace-coloured satin and lace-coloured lace. She could
see her pointed toes emerging and her arm dangling over the edge as if
she had forgotten it. On her finger was a huge emerald ring, a splotch
of creme de menthe spilt on the whiteness of her hand. She felt
entrenched and anchored in an altogether strong position, so fixed that
all advances would have to be made to her. This gave to her voice and to
her gestures an indolent melodious security.
As the door opened she turned her eyes round slowly, suppressing all
eagerness.
"Mortimer!" She wondered if disappointment could be as easily controlled
as joy. "How nice of you to come and see me!"
"Are you glad--really?" He was kissing her hand with an unnecessary
mixture of shyness and intensity.
"How intolerably literal people in love are," she thought petulantly;
"always forcing significance into everything."
"Of course," she said, smiling lazily.
"It is good of you to let me come like this." How she hated his
humility, but--"I like you to," she murmured, automatically kind.
"How lovely you look! Lovelier than ever before--as lovely as ever
before." And then, "I love you."
"Do you think so?" She seemed amused and sceptical.
"Do you doubt it?" He clutched her wrist.
"Not if you put it like that."
"You are laughing at me," he recognised sadly.
"Forgive me." She put her hand on his, lightly, caressingly, her voice
gentle and tender.
"But you do know it, don't you?" He was very insistent.
("Does he think that I am blind and deaf and that no one has ever loved
me before?" she wondered irritably.)
"I think you think so," she prevaricated.
"I know," he was firm. "I shall love you always."
"Nonsense." She was tart with realism. "Why do you fly in the face of
all experience with meaningless generalisations?"
"I have never said it before."
"Then how can you know?"
He hated her barrister mood.
"Elaine, aren't you glad I love you?"
"Of course." She closed her eyes wearily. They talked of other things
and she remembered how intelligent he was. It had been--during these
last months--very easy to forget. But though her interest was
concentrated, his attention was on other things.
"Elaine," he blurted, "are you going to the country to-morrow?"
"I don't know."
"When will you know?"
"I have no idea!"
"But when shall I see you again?"
"I can't tell."
"Elaine, please do put me out of my misery."
"Very well then--I shan't see you again this week."
"Elaine!"
"Yes."
"Please."
"Please what?"
"I _am_ sorry I bothered you; don't punish me. I promise not to ask any
more questions, but please let me know when you come back. Even if you
only ring me up on the telephone I shall have heard your voice!"
"Very well."
"You're not angry with me, are you?"
"Why should I be?"
"I thought perhaps you were."
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