German fiction -- Translations into English; Holy Roman Empire -- History -- Charles V, 1519-1556 -- Fiction
He could not weep. He no longer knew whether he was able to do so when a
child. Since his beard had grown, at any rate, his eyes had remained
dry. The words of the Roman satirist, that tears were the best portion
of all human life, returned to his memory. Would he himself ever
experience the relief which they were said to afford the human heart?
But who among the living would he have deemed worthy of them? When his
insane mother died, he could not help considering the poor Queen
fortunate because Heaven had at last released her from such a condition.
Of the children whom his wife Isabella and Johanna van der Gheynst had
given him, he did not even think. An icy atmosphere emanated from his
son Philip which froze every warm feeling that encountered it. He
remembered his daughter with pleasure, but how rarely he was permitted to
enjoy her society! Besides, he had done enough for his posterity, more
than enough. To increase the grandeur of his family and render it the
most powerful reigning house in the world, he had become prematurely old;
had undertaken superhuman tasks of toil and care; even now he would
permit himself no repose. The consciousness of having fulfilled his duty
to his family and the Church might have comforted him in this hour, but
the plus ultra--more, farther--which had so often led him into the
conflict for the dream of a world sovereignty, the grandeur of his own
race, and against the foes of his holy faith, now met the barrier of a
more powerful fate. Instead of advancing, he had seemed, since the
defeat at Algiers, to go backward.
Besides, how often the leech threatened him with a speedy death if he
indulged himself at table with the viands which suited his taste! Yet
the other things that remained for him to enjoy scarcely seemed worth
mentioning. To restore unity to the Church, to make the crowns which he
wore the hereditary possessions of his house, were two aims worthy of the
hardest struggles, but, unless he deceived himself, he could not hope to
attain them. Thus life, until its end--perhaps wholly unexpectedly--
arrived within a brief season, offered him nothing save suffering and
sacrifice, disappointment, toil, and anxieties.
With little cheer or elevation of soul, he looked up and rang the
bell. Two chamberlains and Master Adrian appeared, and while Baron
Malfalconnet, who did not venture to jest in this spot, offered him his
arm and the valet the crutch, his confessor, Pedro de Soto, also entered
the black-draped room.
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