"I never questioned it," she said, sharply; "you know, Richard, I never
questioned your decision!"
There was a pause. The memories of both husband and wife were busy with
the past, with an offer which had been made to them by Richard Rebell's
kinswoman, the offer of a home in England, and of a chance, or so the
wife had thought at the time, of ultimate rehabilitation for one whom
many even then thought completely innocent of the charge brought against
him.
Adela Rebell was a woman of high honesty, and so, "That is not quite
true," she said reluctantly, "I _did_ question your decision in my
heart, and I see now that you were right. And yet perhaps, my dear, if
we had been there----?"
Richard Rebell got up. He went and deliberately closed the window,
making a temporary prisoner of the little girl: then he came back, and
answered, very composedly, the meaning of the half-question which his
wife's shrinking delicacy had prevented her putting into words. "Our
being there, Adela, would not have made the slightest difference," he
gave her a peculiar, not unkindly look, "for as a matter of fact I was
then aware of what you apparently only began to suspect long after; and
I think that you will admit that the state of things would have made our
position at Chancton intolerable. We should very naturally have been
expected to shut our eyes--to pander----"
"Yes--yes indeed!" his wife shrank back. "But you never told me this
before----Why did you not tell me at the time?"
"My dear," he answered, very quietly, "that is not the sort of thing a
man cares to tell, even his wife, when the heroine of the tale is his
own cousin. And Barbara, as you have reminded me to-day, had behaved,
and was behaving, very generously to us both."
"But if--if you felt like that, why----"
Mrs. Rebell looked up imploringly; she knew what this conversation meant
in pain and retrospective anguish to them both. But again Richard Rebell
answered, very patiently, his wife's unspoken question, "Well, I admit
that I am perhaps illogical. But what happened two years ago, I mean the
birth of Barbara's child--has made a difference to my feeling. I don't
think"--he spoke questioningly as if to himself, "I hope to God I don't
feel as I do owing to any ignoble disappointment?"
"No, no, indeed not!" There was an accent of eager protest in Adela
Rebell's voice: "Besides, she wrote and said--she has said again and
again--that it will make no difference."
"In any case," he spoke rather coldly, "Barbara Sampiero is certain to
outlive me, and I do not think anything would make her unjust to our
girl. But to return to what I was saying, and then, if you do not mind,
Adela, we will not refer to the subject again----The birth of the child,
I say, has altered my feeling, much as it seems to have done, from what
I gather from Daman, that of the rest of the world."
"I always so disliked Mr. Daman," his wife said irrelevantly.
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