Feeling her physical helplessness more than she had ever done, Madame
Sampiero asked herself, with a foreboding which deepened into pain,
whether certain passages in her own life were now about to be enacted
over again in that of her own cousin? Lying there, her mind alone free,
she told herself that while regretting nothing that had been, she yet
would do all in her power to prevent one she loved from going through
what she had endured--the more so that, to her mind, James Berwick was
not comparable to the man for whom she had herself sacrificed
everything. Lord Bosworth's only desire, and that over long years, had
been to make the woman he loved his wife. She knew well that the nephew
had a more ingenious and a less simple nature--that the two men looked
at life from a very different standpoint.
Madame Sampiero also realised to the full what Berwick's great wealth
had meant and did mean to him, and how different a man he would have
been without it. Had Barbara Rebell been free, so the paralysed woman
now told herself, James Berwick would have fled from the neighbourhood
of the Priory at the first dawn of his attraction.
Barbara's god-mother would have given much to know what neither her own
observation nor Doctor McKirdy's could tell her--namely, how Berwick's
undisguised passion was affecting the object of it. Every day the older
woman looked for some sign, for some conscious look, but Barbara
remained in this one matter an enigma to those about her. Madame
Sampiero knew--as every woman who has gone through certain experiences
is bound to know--the deep secrecy, the deeper self-repression, which
human beings, under certain conditions, can exercise when the question
involved is one of feeling, and so sometimes, but never when Mrs. Rebell
was actually with her, she wondered whether the attitude of Barbara to
Berwick hid responsive emotion, which, when the two were alone together,
knew how to show itself articulate.
One thing soon became clear. Barbara much preferred to see either
Boringdon or Berwick alone; she avoided their joint company; and that,
so the three who so closely observed her were inclined to think, might
be taken as a sign that she knew most surely how it was with them, if
still ignoring how it was with herself.
* * * * *
Concerning love--that mysterious passion which Plotinus so well
describes as part god part devil--Doctor McKirdy was an absolute
fatalist. He regarded the attraction of man to woman as inevitable in
its manifestations as are any of the other maleficent forces of nature,
and for this view--not to go further than his own case--he had good
reason. Till he was nearly thirty, he had himself experienced, not only
a distaste but a positive contempt for what those about him described as
love.
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