It was well perhaps that Berwick could not see just then into her heart,
and yet it was still an ignorant and innocent heart. The youngest girl
present at the Halnakeham Castle ball could probably have taught Mrs.
Rebell more than she now knew of the ways of men--almost, it might be
said, of the ways of love. Her father had had the manhood crushed out of
him by his great misfortune. Barbara, as child and girl, had
reverenced--not the chill automaton, caring only for the English papers
and a little mild play, which Richard Rebell had become in middle
life,--but the attractive early image of him sedulously presented to her
by her mother. She had had no brothers to bring young people to the many
homes of her girlhood. Then, across her horizon, had come the baleful
figure of Pedro Rebell, but at no time, after her marriage, had she made
the mistake of regarding him as a normal man. No, her first real
knowledge of the average Englishman had been during those weeks of
convalescence, spent at the Government House of Santa Maria, when she
had been slowly struggling back into a wish to live. There she had
known, and had shrunk from the knowledge, that all those about her were
aware of what sort of life she had been compelled to lead on her
husband's plantation. Every step of Mr. Johnstone's negotiations with
Pedro Rebell was followed by her new friends with intense sympathy, and
when at last the planter had been half persuaded, half bribed into
signing a document binding him not to molest his wife, her only longing
had been to go away, and never to see any of the people connected with
the island again.
What could Barbara Rebell know of men--of such men as James Berwick and
Oliver Boringdon? She dowered them with virtues and qualities, with
unselfish impulses and powers of self-restraint, which would have
brought a Galahad to shame. She knew enough of a certain side of life to
recognise and shrink from such coarseness as was not the saving grace of
Mrs. Turke. She realised that that type of mind must see evil in even
the most innocent tie between a man and a woman, but on such minds she
preferred not to dwell. She knew how close had been the affection
between her mother and Madame Sampiero. Why should not some such
feeling, close and yet sexless, link her to James Berwick, to whom she
had experienced,--so much she had perforce to acknowledge to herself,--a
curious, intimate attraction from the first time they had met?
So it was that to-night she looked at him with concern, and spoke with a
new note of anxiety in her voice, "I should have been quite content to
go back with the Boringdons--I fear you stayed on for my sake."
"But I should not have been at all content if you had gone back with the
Boringdons! Why should I not stay on for your sake?" he was smiling at
her. She looked at him rather puzzled. When they were alone, they two,
with no third influence between them, Barbara always felt completely
happy and at ease. His presence brought security.
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