"Where were you before dinner?" he said at last, in a low
voice. "I looked for you everywhere. I found you, and then you
disappeared--utterly! We were close to the Priory to-day, and I went in
for a moment, thinking you would like to have news of Madame Sampiero.
By the way, McGregor gave me some letters for you."
He put two envelopes down on the ledge of a prie-dieu behind which
Barbara was standing, and which formed a slight barrier between them.
She took the letters in her hand, and then, partly because of the dim
light, put them back again on the prie-dieu. One note, unstamped, was
from Oliver Boringdon,--she knew the handwriting, and so did Berwick.
Barbara was to have gone back to-day; doubtless this note concerned
some village matter which the writer was unwilling to mention to
Doctor McKirdy. The other envelope bore the peculiar blue West Indian
stamp. Why had not McGregor kept these letters till Tuesday? For the
moment Barbara wanted to forget Boringdon and his rather morbid
susceptibilities--to forget, till her next letter to the Johnstones,
Santa Maria.
"Won't you read your letters?" Berwick was looking straight across at
her with a singular expression--was it of appeal or of command?--in his
eyes.
"Why should I--now?" But a moment later she changed her mind, "Yes, of
course I will; Mr. Boringdon may have sent some message to my god-mother
which ought to be seen to at once----" She opened the note, glanced
through it, then put it down on the ledge of the prie-dieu.
Berwick had turned away while she read Boringdon's note, but now he was
again staring at her with those strange, appealing eyes which seemed to
shine in the dim light.
Reluctantly, as if in spite of herself, Barbara stretched out her hand
and took up the other letter. Yes, it was, as she thought, from Andrew
Johnstone--a bare word of kindly acknowledgment for the return of the
fifty pounds which he had lent her.
She looked round, still holding the letter in her hand, but they were
far from the fire--
Berwick's face became set. Ah! no, that should not be.
"Mrs. Rebell--?"
He had not called her so, to herself, since the drive back from
Halnakeham Castle, and she had not noticed his avoidance of her name;
but now, the formal mode of address fell strangely on her ears.
"Yes?"
"May I read these two letters?" He added, almost inaudibly, "You cannot
think more ill of me than I do of myself."
Barbara suddenly felt as if she were taking part in an unreal scene, a
dream colloquy, and yet she knew this was no dream. What had happened,
what evil magic had so transformed her friend? That maternal instinct
which slumbers lightly in the depths of every woman's heart, woke into
life; she did not stay to diagnose the disease of which this strange
request was a symptom: "Do read them," she said, and tried to speak
indifferently, "I do not think ill of you--far from it, as Doctor
McKirdy would say."
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