Love again--warm, tender, passionate love--had linked together Lord
Bosworth and Barbara Sampiero for so many years, and had found
expression in their child. Thinking of those last two, Barbara lay and
trembled. Bitter words of condemnation uttered by her father leapt from
the storehouse of memory, as did the fact that her mother had once
implied to her that but for Madame Sampiero, but for something--was it
something wrong, or merely selfish and unwise which she had
done?--Barbara's father might have returned in time to England and made
some attempt to rehabilitate himself.
* * * * *
The maid who brought in her cup of tea in the morning laid a parcel down
on Barbara's bed. It was a book wrapped in brown paper, and fully
addressed to her with the superscription:--
"DEAR MRS. REBELL,--Here is the book I promised to send you.
"Yours truly,
"JAMES BERWICK."
Some instinct made her wait till she was alone. Then, opening
the parcel, she saw that, with the volume of Jacobite songs
Berwick had indeed promised to give her, was a large envelope
marked "private." From it she drew out slowly some twenty sheets
or more, closely covered with the as yet unfamiliar writing of
the man she loved. To the end of her life Barbara could have
repeated portions of this, her first love letter, by heart, and
yet, before going downstairs, she burnt each separate sheet.
Over the last she hesitated. Indeed, she cut out the three
words, "my heart's darling." But the little gilt scissors had
belonged to her mother--how would her mother have judged what
she was now doing?--and the slip of paper went into the fire
with the rest.
CHAPTER XVI.
"He smarteth most who hides his smart
And sues for no compassion."
RALEIGH.
"Would you mind taking me with you to church this morning? Miss Berwick
tells me that her uncle won't be shocked."
When Mrs. Rebell made her request, Daniel O'Flaherty was walking up and
down the small hall, waiting for the carriage in which he was to drive
that Sunday morning to the nearest Roman Catholic chapel. He had shared
with the two ladies a comparatively early breakfast, for the service he
was to attend took place at ten.
"Yes, of course," he said, rather awkwardly, "I shall be very glad of
your company, but I'm afraid you won't be comfortable, for Mass is said,
it seems, in a little mission room." O'Flaherty had a vividly unpleasant
recollection of the last time he had taken "a smart lady" to church. She
had apparently expected to find a Notre Dame or Sistine Chapel in the
wilds of Herefordshire, and she had been very much annoyed with the
inartistic furnishings of the iron chapel. So it was that Mrs. Rebell's
request fell disagreeably on his ear.
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