Barbara, stepping down from the high French railway carriage, looked
about her with a strange shrinking and fear in her dark eyes. From the
moment she had left the boat she had been reminded, and that
intolerably, of another journey taken, not alone,--on the day of her
marriage to Pedro Rebell. The last few months seemed obliterated, and
Berwick for the moment forgotten. She was haunted by two very different
presences,--that of her mother, and that of the West Indian planter,
whose physical nearness, which had ever, from their marriage day onward,
filled her with agonised revolt and terror, she seemed now to feel as
she had not felt it for years, for he had soon tired of his victim. Had
it not been that thoughts of Madame Sampiero, and of the duty she owed
to the paralysed woman, restrained her, she would have been tempted to
open the railway carriage door and step out into the rushing wind, and
so end, for ever, the conflict in her mind.
There are women, more women than men, who are born to follow the
straight way,--to whom crooked paths are full of unknown terrors. Such a
woman was Barbara Rebell. And yet the sight of Berwick,--Berwick, pale
indeed, but quiet, self-possessed and smiling, as they advanced towards
each other across the primitive little station,--brought comfort, and
even security, to her heart. It was so clearly impossible that he would
wish to work her any ill--
No other passenger had got out at Poissy, and the station-master, who
knew the owner of the Pavillon du Dauphin, looked with curiosity at the
man and woman now going towards one another. The information given to
Mère Lecerf had already reached him, "Cold types, these English!" but he
cheered up when he saw Berwick suddenly bend down and kiss each of the
traveller's pale cheeks, in French husbandly fashion. "Salut Monsieur!
Salut Madame!" the familiar accents fell sweetly on Barbara's ear as she
walked through to the town square, where a victoria was waiting to take
them to the Pavillon du Dauphin.
As she sat, silent by his side, Berwick took her hand in his. Again and
again he opened his lips to speak, to tell her of his decision. But
something seemed to hold him back from doing so now. Later, when they
were alone, would be time enough.
And Barbara? Still full of vague, unsubstantial fears, she yet felt
free--absolutely free--from the presence which had journeyed by her
side. Berwick now stood between herself and Pedro Rebell, but, during
the long silent drive up the steep road leading from the valley to the
forest plateau, Barbara's mother seemed to stand sentinel between
herself and Berwick.
* * * * *
At last they were alone,--alone in the shadow-filled hall where the
beams of the May moon, slanting in through the wide, curtainless window,
warred with the light thrown by the lamp still standing on the table
where they had sat at supper half an hour before.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account