As she heard the door shut behind Madame Lecerf, Barbara had risen and
gone over to the friendly glow of the fire. She was now sitting, rather
rigidly upright, on the wooden bench which formed a kind of inglenook
within the stone fireplace. Just above her head hung the faded gilt
frame containing Plantin's sonnet; her hands were clasped loosely over
her knees, and she was looking straight into the heart of the burning
peat.
Berwick, himself in shadow, watched her in tense silence; there was
something enigmatical, and to him rather fearful, in her stillness,--in
some ways he felt her more remote from himself than he had ever felt her
to be since the night they had first met.
When driving from Poissy, he had taken her hand, and she had let it rest
in his; but only for one brief moment, during the last two hours, had
the woman he loved shown any sign of emotion. This was when, as they sat
at table, the old French woman serving them had said, in answer to some
question: "Mais oui, Madame Berwick!" and Barbara's face had suddenly
become flooded with colour.
At last she looked round from the fire, and sought to see where her
companion was sitting. Berwick thought the gesture beckoned; he leapt up
and came forward with a certain eagerness, and, standing before her,
smiled down into her serious eyes.
Suddenly she put out her hand and touched his sleeve. "Won't you sit
down," she said, "here, by me?"
He obeyed, and she felt his arm slowly gathering her to him, while he,
on his side, became aware that she first shrank back, and then gradually
yielded to his embrace. Nay more, she suddenly laid her cheek against
his lips with a curious childish abandonment, but he knew there was
something wanting,--something which had been there during the moment
that their souls, as well as their bodies, had rushed together the
last,--the only time, till now,--that he had held her in his arms.
She made a slight, an ineffectual effort to disengage herself as she
asked in a low voice: "Why did your servant call me that? Call me, I
mean, by your name?"
"Because," he answered, rather huskily, "because I told her that you
were my wife. I hope that name is what all will call you some day."
Barbara's lips trembled. "No," she said very slowly, "I do not think
that will ever happen. God will not let me be so happy. I have not
deserved it." Yet even as she said the words, he felt, with quick,
overmastering emotion, that she was surrendering herself, in spirit as
well as in body, and that she came willingly.
He turned and caught her more closely to him.
"Listen," he said hoarsely, "listen while I say something to you that
perhaps I ought to have said before, earlier, to-night."
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