Looking out with absent eyes across the great moonlit plain to his left,
Berwick thought over the strange little scene which had taken place. He
hardly knew what he had said,--in any case far less than he had meant.
Not a word, for instance, of what Boringdon had told him,--how could he
have spoilt, with the image of death, such an evening as had just been
theirs? Heavens! how strangely Barbara had altered, even before that
whispered assurance that he would never, never ask her to do that which
she thought wrong.
When he had first brought her into the Pavilion, there had been
something tragic, as well as touching, in her still submissiveness of
manner. But afterwards--ah, afterwards!--he had been privileged to see a
side of her nature--ardent, yet spiritual, passionate, yet pure,--which
he felt that he alone had the power to awaken, which had manifested
itself only for him. How happy each had been in the feeling of nearness
to the other, in the knowledge that they were at last free from
watching, even if kindly, eyes, and listening ears,--what happiness they
promised each other for the morrow! They would give themselves, so
Berwick told Barbara, three days in this sylvan fairy land, and then he
would take her to Paris, and go himself back to England.
* * * * *
Barbara Rebell never knew that those three days, of to her unalloyed
bliss, held dark hours for her companion--hours when he cursed himself
for a quixotic fool. But, even in the midst of that strange experience,
Berwick was able to write in all honesty to his sister, the only human
being to whom he confided the fact that he was in France,--might she not
already have learnt it from some less trustworthy source?--certain
cryptic words, to which she could then attach no meaning: "One word
more. I wish to remind you that appearances are deceitful, and also to
tell you that I have at last found that it is possible to be good, to be
happy, and also to have a good time."
CHAPTER XXII.
"There are moments struck from midnights!"
ROBERT BROWNING.
Within a week of her return to Chancton Priory, Barbara heard of Pedro
Rebell's serious condition. A short, dry note from Andrew Johnstone
conveyed to her the fact that he was dying, and that, whether he lived a
few weeks or a few months longer was in his own hands,--a question,
however, only of time, and of a short time.
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