Shortly, baldly, making no excuse for himself, unconsciously trusting to
her sympathy, and to the instinctive understanding she had always shown
where he and his feelings were concerned, he told her the truth, adding
in conclusion: "You, now knowing her as you did not know her before the
fire, can understand my----" he hesitated, then brought the words out
with a certain effort,--"my love for her. I shall wait a year; I should
not insult her by coming any sooner. I do not expect to be listened
to--at first. She has suffered----" Again he stopped abruptly, then went
on: "Lucy, do you think it strange that I should tell you all this?"
And, as she shook her head, he added: "Lately she has seemed to avoid
me,--that is, since her return from France, in fact since I know that my
brother-in-law's letter must have reached her."
A sharp temptation assailed Lucy Kemp. Would it be so very wrong to
break her promise to Mrs. Rebell,--that promise given so solemnly the
night of the fire? Could she not say a word, only a word, indicating
that he was making a terrible mistake? What hope could there be for
Oliver Boringdon if Barbara loved James Berwick? But the girl fought
down the longing, and Boringdon's next words showed her that perhaps he
knew or guessed more than she had thought possible.
"Perhaps you have heard,--I know my mother has done so,--foolish gossip
concerning Mrs. Rebell and James Berwick, but I can assure you that
there is no truth in it. Berwick's financial condition makes it
impossible that he should think of marriage." And, as something in
Lucy's look or manner made him aware that she also had heard of, perhaps
had noticed, the constant presence of Berwick at the Priory, Oliver bit
his lip and went on, rather hurriedly: "I am not excusing him. I think
his assumption of friendship with Mrs. Rebell has been regrettable. But,
Lucy, I spoke to him about it, and though in doing so I lost his
friendship, I am quite sure that it made a difference, and that it
caused him to realise the harm he might be doing. In a country
neighbourhood such as this, a man cannot be too careful." Oliver
delivered himself of this maxim with considerable energy.
He seemed to be about to add something, then changed his mind. One
further word, however, he did say:
"I wonder if you would let me write to you sometimes, and if Mrs. Kemp
would mind your sometimes writing to me? In any case I hope my mother
will hear from you."
And then, for a short space of time, a deep calm settled over Chancton.
Berwick, who was staying at Fletchings, came almost daily, spending,
'tis true, long hours in Barbara's company, but treating her, during
that strange interval of waiting, with a silent, unmaterial tenderness
which moved and rather surprised those about them.
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