Barbara and her god-mother were in the Blue drawing-room, spending
there, not unhappily, a solitary evening. Spring had suddenly become
summer. It was so hot that the younger woman, when coming back from the
dining-room, had left the doors deliberately wide open, but no sound
came from the great hall and upper stories of the Priory.
Madame Sampiero preferred the twilight, and the two candles, placed far
behind her couch, left her own still face and quivering lips in shadow,
while casting a not unkindly light on her companion.
Barbara had been fanning the paralysed woman, but during the last few
moments she had let the fan fall idly on her knee, and she was looking
down with a look of gravity, almost of suffering, on her face. She was
thinking, as she so often did think in these days, of Pedro Rebell,
wondering if she ought to have gone back to Santa Maria as soon as she
received Andrew Johnstone's letter. Had she believed that her presence
would bring pleasure or consolation to the man who, she was told, was so
soon to die, she might have found the strength to go to him,--her mother
would have said that in any case her duty was to be there,--but then her
mother had never come across, had never imagined--thank God that it was
so!--such a man as her daughter had married. And so little does even the
tenderest and most intelligent love bridge the gulf between any two of
us, that Madame Sampiero, taking note of the downcast eyes, thought
Barbara absorbed in some happy vision of dreams come true.
A good and noble deed, even if it takes the unusual form of supreme
personal self-abnegation, often has a far-reaching effect, concealed,
and that for ever, from the doer. How amazed James Berwick would have
been to learn that one result of his renunciation had been to broaden,
to sweeten Madame Sampiero's whole view of human nature! She realised,
far more than Barbara Rebell could possibly do, the kind of heroism such
conduct as that of Berwick had implied in such a nature as his, and she
understood and foresaw its logical consequence--the altering, the
reshaping in a material form, of the whole of his future life and
career.
Sometimes, when gazing at her god-daughter with those penetrating blue
eyes which had always been her greatest beauty, and which remained, in a
peculiar pathetic sense, the windows of her soul and the interpreters of
her inmost heart, the mistress of Chancton Priory wondered if Barbara
was aware of what James Berwick had done, and of what he evidently meant
to do, for her sake.
To-night these thoughts were specially present to Madame Sampiero;
slowly, but very surely, she also was making up her mind to what would
be, on her part, an act of supreme self-humiliation and renunciation.
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