"Yes," the doctor repeated, as though unwilling to spare her, "I wrote
it--of course at Madam's dictation: but it was my notion that when going
through London you should see Goodchild. He's an honest man,--that is,
honest as lawyers go! I thought may-be he might explain how matters are
here--Well, did you see him?"
"Yes, I went there this morning. Mr. Goodchild told me that my godmother
was paralysed,--but that, of course, I knew already. Perhaps you have
forgotten that you yourself long ago wrote and told me of her illness?
Mr. Goodchild also explained to me that Madame Sampiero sees very few
people. He seemed to doubt"--Barbara's soft, steady voice suddenly
trembled--"whether she would consent to see me; but I do hope"--she
fixed her dark eyes on his face with a rather piteous expression--"I do
hope, Doctor McKirdy, that she will see me?"
"Don't fash yourself! She _is_ going to see you,--that is, if I just
wish it!"
He looked down at the delicate, sensitive face of the young woman
standing before him, with an intent, scrutinising gaze, allowed it to
travel slowly downwards till it seemed wholly to envelop her, and yet
Barbara felt no offence: she realised that this strange being only so
far examined her outward shape, inasmuch as he believed it would help
him to probe her character and nature.
In very truth the doctor's mind was filled at the present moment with
the thought of one in every way differing from Mrs. Rebell. How would
this still young creature--Barbara's look of fragility and youth gave
him something of a shock--affect Madame Sampiero? That was the question
he had set himself to solve in the next few moments.
"Are you one of those," he said suddenly, and rather hoarsely, "who
shrink from the sight of suffering?--who abhor distortion?--who only
sympathise with pain when they themselves are in the way to require
sympathy?"
Barbara hesitated. His questions, flung at her with quick short words,
compelled true answers.
"No," she said, looking at him with steady eyes, "I have not--I have
never had--the feelings you describe. I believe many people shrink from
seeing suffering, and that it is not to their discredit that they do so
shrink----" There was a defiant note in her voice, and quickly her
companion registered the challenge, but he knew that this was no time to
wage battle.
Mrs. Rebell continued: "I have never felt any horror of the sick and
maimed, and I am not given to notice, with any repugnance, physical
deformity." Then she stopped, for the strong lined face of her companion
had become, as it were, convulsed with some deep feeling, to which she
had no clue.
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