And now Oliver was walking straight upon them,--on O'Flaherty and
Arabella Berwick. He stopped short, staring with fascinated,
horror-stricken eyes, making no effort to pass by, to show the decent
hypocrisy he should have shown; and what he heard made it only too easy
to reconstitute the story. Miss Berwick had also dreamed her dream, and
she was now engaged in deliberately putting it from her.
At last the man had cut the painful scene short, but not before
Boringdon had seen the woman, whom he had himself set on so high a
pedestal, fling her arms round her companion's neck in one last agonised
attempt to say good-bye. It was the Irishman, of whom Boringdon had made
such small account in his own mind, who at last--with the measured
dignity born of measureless grief and loss--led her towards the
spectator whom he vaguely recognised as one of James Berwick's younger
friends. "Perhaps you will kindly take Miss Berwick home?" and then he
had turned and gone, and she who had renounced him, taking no heed of
Boringdon, had stood and gazed after him as long as he remained in
sight.
During the walk back to Bosworth House it had been Boringdon's lot to
listen while his companion told him, with a sort of bald simplicity, the
truth.
"I love him, Mr. Boringdon, with all my heart--with all my body--with
all my soul! But certain things are impossible in this world,--apart
from everything else, there is the fact that for the present we are both
penniless. He admits that often years go by before a man situated as he
is makes any real way at the Bar. I ought not to have allowed it to come
to this! I have been a fool,--a fool!" She had tried to smile at him.
"Take example by me, Mr. Boringdon, never allow yourself to really care.
It's not worth it!"
She had gone on, taking very little notice of him, talking as if to
herself--"Of course I shall never marry, why should I? I have
James,--till now I have never cared for anything but James." Then at
last had come a word he had felt sorely. Arabella Berwick had looked at
him with something like fear in her eyes,--"You will not say anything of
this to my brother, Mr. Boringdon? I trust to your honour,"--much as she
might have spoken to a schoolboy, instead of to a man--a man, as he
angrily reminded himself, of one-and-twenty!
How well he remembered it all still, and yet what a long time ago all
that happened! He himself had altered, incredibly, in these short years.
O'Flaherty was no longer an unknown, uncouth Irishman: he had won a
place even in the Berwicks' high little world: steady, moderate
adherence to his country's unpopular cause had made him something of a
personage even in the House of Commons, and he was known to be now
earning a large,--nay, a huge,--income at the Bar. Of the two men who at
one and the same moment had loved Arabella Berwick, it was he who had
forged ahead, Oliver Boringdon who had lagged behind.
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