He was doing nothing else, he was watching her with all the powers of
penetration he possessed. Madame d’Argeles’s laugh had an unnatural
ring that awakened his suspicions. All Coralth’s recommendations buzzed
confusedly in his ears, and he judged that the moment had come “to do
the sentimental,” as he would have expressed it. So he lowered his head,
and in an aggrieved tone, exclaimed: “Ah! you think it very amusing, I
don’t. Do you realize how wretched it makes one to live as utterly alone
as a leper, without a soul to love or care for you? Other young men have
a mother, sisters, relatives. I have no one! Ah! if---- But I only have
friends while my money lasts.” He wiped his eyes, dry as they were, with
his handkerchief, and in a still more pathetic tone, resumed: “Not that
I want for anything; I receive a very handsome allowance. But when my
relatives have given me the wherewithal to keep me from starving, they
imagine their duty is fulfilled. I think this very hard. I didn’t come
into the world at my own request, did I? I didn’t ask to be born. If
I was such an annoyance to them when I came into existence, why didn’t
they throw me into the river? Then they would have been well rid of me,
and I should be out of my misery!”
He stopped short, struck dumb with amazement, for Madame d’Argeles had
thrown herself on her knees at his feet. “Have mercy!” she faltered;
“Wilkie; my son, forgive me!” Alas! the unfortunate woman had failed in
playing a part which was too difficult for a mother’s heart. “You have
suffered cruelly, my son,” she continued; “but I--I--Ah! you can’t
conceive the frightful agony it costs a mother to separate from her
child! But you were not deserted, Wilkie; don’t say that. Have you not
felt my love in the air around you? YOU forgotten? Know, then, that for
years and years I have seen you every day, and that all my thoughts and
all my hopes are centered in you alone! Wilkie!”
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