Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
trivial a recollection as the way his eyebrows drew down over his eyes,
all the agony of life was beginning again.
She thrust her foot into the shoe and stood up, flinging back her head
as she went to the mirror to shake out her hair. The stubborn
resolution, which was the controlling motive in her character, shot
through her like a bolt. "Well, there's no use thinking," she said
aloud. "I've got to go through with it." While she combed her hair back
from her forehead, and twisted it into its usual compact knot on her
head, she gazed wonderingly at her face in the mirror. After all she had
suffered it seemed strange to her that her face had not withered and her
hair turned white in a night. But there was scarcely a perceptible
change in her appearance. The line of her hair was still dark and
waving; her eyes were still clear and blue; the velvety colour still
flowed beneath the few golden freckles on her cheeks. Only there was
something in her eyes that had not been there until yesterday. She knew
life now, she reflected, and that showed in her eyes.
Fastening her dress as she left the room, she hurried downstairs and
into the kitchen where her mother was already busy about breakfast.
"What do you want me to do, Ma?"
"Everything's 'most ready. You can call your father and the boys and
then pour out the coffee."
"Why didn't you wake me?"
"You're always tired Monday morning, so I thought I'd let you sleep. I
don't see how it is. Sermons rest me. Why didn't you bring your wet
things down to the kitchen last night?"
"I was so tired I forgot." Would her mother never stop nagging? Would
there never be any quiet?
She called the men to breakfast, poured out their coffee, and helped her
mother serve the cornbread and bacon. Then she sat down and ate slowly
and deliberately, forcing herself to swallow, as she had forced herself
to take gruel when she had had measles. The agony had died down; she
felt bruised and sore as if she had been beaten; but the intensity of
the pain had settled into a hard substance like lead in her breast.
There was not a ripple of emotion surrounding this island of bitterness
into which her love had resolved; there was only a vast sea of
indifference. The torture would return, she supposed. She was accustomed
now to the fact that it came and went, without reason, like one of her
mother's attacks of neuralgia; but, for the moment, at least, her nerves
had ceased their intolerable vibration.
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