Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
As she drove out of the woods the sun was sinking beyond the cleft of
the road, and a slow procession of shadows was moving across the
broomsedge, where little waves of light quivered and disappeared and
quivered again like ripples in running water. While she passed on, the
expression of the landscape faded from tranquil brightness to the look
of unresisting fortitude which it had worn as far back as she could
remember. In her heart also she felt that the brightness quivered and
died. With her drooping energy, weariness had crept over her; but out of
weariness, she passed presently, like the country, into a mood of
endurance. She realized, without despair, that the general aspect of her
life would be one of unbroken monotony. Enthusiasm would not last.
Energy would not last. Cheerfulness, buoyancy, interest, not one of
these qualities would last as long as she needed it. Nothing would last
through to the end except courage.
Her gaze was on the horizon. The reins, tied together with a bit of
rope, were held loosely in her hands. With every turn of the wheel, a
shower of dried mud was scattered over her clothes. So completely lost
was she in memory that at first she barely heard the noise of an
approaching rider, and the hollow sound of horseshoes striking on rock.
Even before her mind became aware of Jason's approach, her startled
senses leaped toward him. Her body bent for an instant, and then sprang
back like a steel wire. With an impassive face, and a torment of memory
in her heart, she sat staring far ahead, at the blur of road by the
cabin. She was back again within the prison of that moment which was
eternal; yet there was no sign of suffering in the blank look of her
eyes. Her hand did not tremble; the loosened reins did not waver; and
when a voice called her name, she did not reveal by the quiver of an
eyelash that she listened.
"Dorinda! Dorinda, let me speak to you!"
She raised her eyes from the road and looked beyond the waving
broomsedge to the topaz-coloured light on the western horizon. The
longing to look in his face, to turn and rend him with her scorn, was as
sharp as a blade; but some deep instinct told her that if she yielded to
the impulse, the struggle was lost. To recognize his existence was to
restore, in a measure, his power over her life. Only by keeping him
outside her waking moments could she win freedom.
"Dorinda, you are hard. Dorinda----"
They were side by side now in the road. If he had reached out his hand,
he could have touched her. If she had turned her head, she might have
looked into his eyes. But she did not turn; she did not withdraw her
gaze from the landscape; she did not relax in the weakest muscle from
her attitude of unyielding disdain. Though he were to ride all the way
home with her, she told herself, he could not force her to speak to him.
No matter what he did, he could never make her speak to him or look at
him again!
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