Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
"Poor Ma," Dorinda said, "she wouldn't wake me." But she was not
thinking of her mother. Deep down in her being some blissful memory was
struggling into consciousness. She felt that it was floating there, just
beyond her reach, dim, elusive, enchantingly lovely. Almost she seized
it; then it slipped from her grasp and escaped her, only to return,
still veiled, a little farther off, while she groped after it. A new
happiness. Some precious possession which she had clasped to her heart
while she was falling asleep. Then suddenly the thing that she had half
forgotten came drifting, through unclouded light, into her mind. "_Don't
forget me. I shall see you soon._"
The sounds in the kitchen grew louder, and the whole house was saturated
with the aroma of coffee and frying bacon. Beyond these familiar scents
and sounds, it seemed to her that she smelt and heard the stirring of
spring in the fields and the woods, that the movement and rumour of life
were sweeping past her in waves of colour, fragrance, and music.
Springing out of bed, she dressed hurriedly, and decided, while she
shivered at the splash of cold water, that she would clean her shoes
before she went back to the store. The day was just breaking, and the
corner where her pine dressing-table stood was so dark that she was
obliged to light the lamp, which burned with a dying flicker, while she
brushed and coiled her hair. Beneath the dark waving line on her
forehead, where her hair grew in a widow's peak, her eyes were starry
with happiness. Though she was not beautiful, she had her moments of
beauty, and looking at herself in the greenish mirror, which reminded
her of the water in the old mill pond, she realized that this was one of
her moments. Never again would she be twenty and in love for the first
time.
"If only I had something pretty to wear," she thought, picking up her
skirt of purple calico and slipping it over her head. The longing for
lovely things, the decorative instinct of youth, became as sharp as a
pang. Parting the faded curtains over a row of shelves in one corner,
she took down a pasteboard box, and selected a collar of fine needlework
which had belonged to Eudora Abernethy when she was a girl. For a minute
Dorinda looked at it, strongly tempted. Then the character that showed
in her mouth and chin asserted itself, and she shook her head. "It would
be foolish to wear it to-day," she murmured, and putting it back among
the others, she closed the box and replaced it on the shelf.
"I'll black my shoes, anyway," she thought, as she hurried downstairs to
breakfast. "Even if they do get muddy again as soon as I step in the
road."
That was with the surface of her mind. In the depths beneath she was
thinking without words, "Now that he has come, life will never again be
what it was yesterday."
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