Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
He went out after his father, slamming the door behind him, and Dorinda,
hurriedly finishing her breakfast, rose and began to clear the table.
The sallow light at the window was growing stronger. Outside, there was
the sound of tramping as the horses were led by to the trough at the
well, and the crowing in the henhouse was loud and insistent. The day
had begun. It was like every other day in the past. It would be like
every other day in the future. Suddenly the feeling came over her that
she was caught like a mouse in the trap of life. No matter how
desperately she struggled, she could never escape; she could never be
free. She was held fast by circumstances as by invisible wires of steel.
Several hours later, when she started to the store, the trapped
sensation vanished, and the gallant youth within her lifted its head.
There was moisture that did not fall in the air. A chain of sullen
clouds in the west soared like peaks through a fog. Straight before her
the red road dipped and rose and dipped again in the monotonous brown of
the landscape. A few ragged crows flapped by over the naked fields.
Turning at the gate, which was never closed, she looked back at the
house huddled beneath its sloping shingled roof under the boughs of the
old locust trees. The narrow dormer-windows stared like small blinking
eyes, shy and furtive, down on the square Georgian porch, on the flagged
walk bordered by stunted boxwood, on the giant lilac bushes which had
thriven upon neglect, and on the ruined lawn with its dead branches and
its thicket of unmown weeds. In recent years the whitewashed walls had
turned yellow and dingy; the eaves were rotting away where birds nested;
and in June the empty chimneys became so alive with swallows that the
whole place was faintly murmurous, as if summer stirred in the dead wood
as well as in the living boughs.
Whenever she looked back upon it from a distance, she was visited again
by the image of the house as a frightened thing that waited, shrinking
closer to the earth, for an inevitable disaster. It was, as if the place
had preserved unaltered a mood from which she herself had escaped, and
occasionally this mood awoke in her blood and nerves and flowed through
her again. Recollection. Association. It was morbid, she told herself
sternly, to cherish such fancies; and yet she had never been able
entirely to rid her memory of the fears and dreads of her childhood.
Worse than this even was the haunting thought that the solitude was
alive, that it skulked there in the distance, like a beast that is
waiting for the right moment to spring and devour.
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