Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
For almost a year now, ever since Mrs. Pedlar had fallen ill of
consumption, and Dorinda had taken her place in the store, the girl had
listened eagerly for the first rumble of the approaching trains. Until
to-day the passing trains had been a part of that expected miracle, the
something different in the future, to which she looked ahead over the
tedious stretch of the present. There was glamour for her in the
receding smoke. There was adventure in the silver-blue of the distance.
The glimpse of a rapidly disappearing face; a glance from strange eyes
that she remembered; the shadowy outline of a gesture; these tenuous
impressions ran like vivid threads in her memory. Her nature, starved
for emotional realities, and nourished on the gossamer substance of
literature, found its only escape in the fabrication of dreams. Though
she had never defined the sensation in words, there were moments when it
seemed to her that her inner life was merely a hidden field in the
landscape, neglected, monotonous, abandoned to solitude, and yet with a
smothered fire, like the wild grass, running through it. At twenty, her
imagination was enkindled by the ardour that makes a woman fall in love
with a religion or an idea. Some day, so ran the bright thread of her
dream, the moving train would stop, and the eyes that had flashed into
hers and passed by would look at her again. Then the stranger who was
not a stranger would say, "I knew your face among a thousand, and I came
back to find you." And the train would rush on with them into the
something different beyond the misty edge of the horizon. Adventure,
happiness, even unhappiness, if it were only different!
That was yesterday. To-day the miracle had occurred, and the whole of
life had blossomed out like a flower in the sun. She had found romance,
not in imagination, not in the pallid fiction crushed among the tomes in
her great-grandfather's library, but driving on one of the muddy roads
through the broomsedge. To the casual observer there was merely a
personable young man, the son of old Doctor Greylock, making the
scattered rural calls of a profession which his father was too drunk to
pursue. A pleasant young man, intelligent, amiable, still wearing with a
difference the thin veneer of the city. Though he was, perhaps, a trifle
too eager to please, this was a commendable fault, and readily
overlooked in an irreproachable son who had relinquished his ambition in
order to remain with his undeserving old father. Filial devotion was
both esteemed and practised in that pre-Freudian age, before
self-sacrifice had been dethroned from its precarious seat among the
virtues; and to give up one's career for a few months, at most for a
possible year, appeared dutiful rather than dangerous to a generation
that knew not psychoanalysis.
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