Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
"What on earth are you talking about?" Mrs. Lenox said, with manifest
impatience. "What other letter? Did you suppose me capable of writing
one other line beside that necessary reply? What have you suspected? I
_will_ know. Alan, I believed you more generous. Yon have a right to
think lightly of me, and to say hard things, but not--not to insult me
so cruelly."
There were tears in the low, tremulous voice, but none in the deep dark
eyes that had dilated at first wonderingly, and were now so sad in their
passionate reproach that Wyverne did not dare to meet them. He knew that
Nina was capable of much that was wild and wicked, but that very
recklessness made dissimulation with her simply impossible. If she had
been pure and cold as St. Agnes, Alan would not have felt more certain
of the truth and sincerity of her meaning and words. The fraud, that he
had vaguely suspected at the time, stood out black and distinct enough
now. He hated himself so intensely that for the moment all other
feelings were swallowed up in self-contempt--even to the craving for
vengeance on the conspirators who had juggled him, which ever afterwards
haunted him like an evil spirit. Wyverne had always cherished, you know,
a simple, generous faith in the dignity of womanhood; if his chivalry
had carried him one step further--if, in despite of the evidence of his
senses, he had refused to believe in womanhood's utter debasement--it
would have been perhaps the very folly of romance; but he might have
defied the forger. He took the wisest course now, by telling Nina the
whole truth, as briefly and considerately as possible.
"You see, I did you fearful wrong," he said. "Though I have paid for it
heavily already, and shall suffer to my life's end, that is no reason
why you should forgive me. I don't even ask you to do so."
Mrs. Lenox was, indeed, bitterly incensed. A perfectly immaculate matron
might have laughed such a conspiracy against her fair fame to scorn:
Nina could not afford to be maligned unjustly. Nevertheless all her
indignation was levelled at the unknown framer of the fraud; not a whit
rested on Alan. She had been used to see people commit themselves in
every conceivable way, and make the wildest sacrifices, for her sake;
but she had learned to appreciate these follies at their proper worth.
Strong selfish desire and the hope of an evil reward was at the bottom
of them all. Truly, when a man ruins himself simply to gratify his
ruling passion, the lover deserves little more credit than the gambler.
But the present case was widely different. She had not a shadow of a
claim on Alan's service or forbearance.
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