Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Though he seemed to see no merit in a single act of duty, she knew right
well what it had cost him to destroy the supposed evidence of her shame;
and now, instead of expecting thanks, he was reproaching himself for
having misjudged her while believing his own eyes. As she thought on
these things, Nina's hard battered heart grew fresh and young again. Not
a single unholy element mingled in the tenderness of her gratitude; but,
if time and place had not forbidden, she would scarcely have confined
her demonstrations to a covert pressure of Wyverne's hand.
"Forgive you?" she said, piteously. "It drives me wild to hear you speak
so. I would give up every friend I have in the world to keep _you_. The
best of them would not have done half as much for me. And we can never
be friends--really. My unhappy name has dragged you down like a
millstone; don't attempt to deceive yourself; you must hate the sound of
it now and always. Ah, do try to believe me. I would submit to any pain,
or penance, or shame, and not think it hard measure, if I could only
give you back what you have lost through me."
In despite of his exasperation, the sweet voice fell soothingly on
Alan's ear. A man need not greatly glorify himself for having simply
acted up to his notions of right and honour; nevertheless, appreciation
in the proper quarter must be gratifying to all except the _very_
superior natures. Many are left among us still who "do good by stealth,"
but the habit of "blushing to find it known" is antiquated to a degree.
So, as he listened, Wyverne's mood softened; and he began quite
naturally to play the part of consoler, trying to prove to Nina that she
had been an innocent instrument throughout, and that if the
conspirators had been foiled in this instance, they would surely have
found some other engine to work out the same result.
"But it was such base, cruel treachery," she said, trembling with
passion. "Will you not try to trace it, for my sake if not for your own?
You must have some suspicions. If I were a man, and could act and move
freely, I should never sleep soundly till I was revenged."
Wyverne answered very slowly, and, as he spoke, his face hardened and
darkened till it might have been carved in granite.
"You may spare the spur; there is no fear of my sleeping over it. I'm
not made of wax or snow, to be moulded like this into a puppet for their
profit or pleasure, and I owe you a vengeance besides. Yes, I have
suspicions; I'll make them certainties, if I live. Your never having got
my note, telling you of my burning the first of the two letters, gives
me a clue. They may double as they like, they won't escape, if I once
fairly strike the trail. Now, we will never speak of this again till--I
give you _the name_."
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