Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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"There is another question," Alan went on; "it is rather an important
one to me, and, I think, my chief reason for coming here to-day was to
ask your opinion, and your help, if you choose to give it. What is to be
done about Helen? You know, when a man has been in Norfolk Island for
several years, and it comes out that some one else has committed the
forgery, they always grant him a free pardon. That is the government
plan; but it don't suit me. Besides, Helen has forgiven me long ago, I
believe, and we are perfectly good friends now. For that very reason I
cannot throw the chance away of clearing myself in her eyes. There are
limits to self-denial and self-sacrifice. Yet it is delicate ground to
approach, especially for me. As far as I am concerned--'let conjugal
love continue;' it would scarcely promote a mutual good understanding,
if Helen were told of the part her lord and master played in the drama,
and of the liberal odds that he laid so early in their acquaintance. Yet
it would be hard to keep his name out of the story altogether: mere
personal dislike would never account for Knowle's elaborate frauds. Aunt
Mildred, I tell you fairly, I am not equal to the diplomatic difficulty;
but I think _you_ are. Shall I leave it in your hands entirely? If you
will only satisfy Helen that I have satisfied _you_--if you will make
her believe implicitly that I have been blameless throughout in thought,
and word, and deed, and that black treachery has been used against us
both--on my honour and faith, I will never enter on the subject, even if
she wished to do so, unless Helen or I were dying. She shall send me one
line only to say--'I believe'--and then, we will bury the sorrow and the
shame as soon as you will. I think none of us will care to move the
gravestone."
For a moment or two "my lady" was hardly sure if she heard aright. She
knew that it was impossible to over-estimate the danger to which Wyverne
had alluded. Helen's temper had grown more and more wilful and
determined since her marriage; it was hard to say to what rash words or
deeds resentment and remorse might lead her. She knew Alan, too, well;
but she scarcely believed him capable of such a sacrifice as this. And
could he be serious in choosing _her_ as his delegate? She gazed up in
his face, half-expecting to find a covert mockery there; but its
expression was grave, almost to sternness.
"Do you really mean it?" she faltered. "It is so good, so generous of
you. And will you trust me thoroughly?"
"Yes, Aunt Mildred, I will trust you--_again_."
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