Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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A thousand complaints and revilings would not have carried so keen a
reproach as that which was breathed in those few sad, quiet words. Lady
Mildred shrank as she felt them come home. Involuntarily she looked up
once more: it was a fatal error. She encountered the full light of the
clear, keen eyes--resistless in the power of their single-hearted
chivalrous truth. In another second her head had gone down on Wyverne's
shoulder, as he sat close to her couch, and she was sobbing out
something incoherent about "forgiveness."
Now, I do not suppose that the annals of intellectual duelling can
chronicle a more complete defeat than this. It is with the greatest pain
and reluctance that I record it. What avails it to be a model
_diplomate_, to sit for half a lifetime at the feet of Machiavel, to
attain impassibility and insensibility--equal to a Faquir's as a
rule--if womanhood, pure and simple, is to assert itself in such an
absurdly sudden and incongruous way? It is pleasant to reflect, that
this human nature of ours is hardly more consistent in evil than in
good. There are doubts if even the arch-cynicism of Talleyrand carried
him through to the very last. I once before ventured to draw a
comparison between him and "my lady"--that was when I _did_ believe in
her.
Wyverne was intensely surprised, rather puzzled what to do or say, and
decidedly gratified. Though he had suspected her from the first, he had
never nourished any bitter animosity against Lady Mildred. He had a sort
of idea that she was only acting up to her principles--such as they
were--which were very much what popular opinion assigns to the ideal
Jesuit. Quite naturally and easily, he began to soothe her now.
"Dear Aunt Mildred, I hardly know what I have to forgive" (this was
profoundly true); "but here, in my ignorance, I bestow plenary
absolution. I fear I have worried you, when you were really not well. I
won't tease you with a word more. Mind, I leave everything in your
hands, with perfect confidence."
Lady Mildred had fallen back on her sofa again, pressing her
handkerchief against her eyes, though no tears were flowing.
"If I had only known you better--and sooner," she murmured.
I dare say she meant every word sincerely when she said it;
nevertheless, as a historian, I incline to believe that no insight into
Alan's character would have altered "my lady's" line of policy at any
previous moment. Perhaps some such idea crossed Wyverne's mind, for
there certainly was a slight smile on his lip, as he rose to take an
affectionate farewell. The few parting words are not worth recording.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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