Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
Now, mark; the daughter was kneeling at her mother's feet, as she might
have knelt to say the first prayer of infancy; she had just told the
secret which involved her life's hope of happiness--whether wrongly or
rightly founded it matters not; the mother sate there, with a firm, cool
resolve at her heart to crush the hope and frustrate the purpose; and
yet she kissed her child without shivering or shrinking. To our rough
common sense it would seem, that caress more cruel in its falsehood,
more base in its deliberate treachery, never was bestowed since that one
over which angels wept and devils shouted for joy--the kiss given in the
Garden of Gethsemane.
But who are we, that we should criticize the policy of a Mother of
England, cavil at her concessions to expediency, or question the
rectitude of her intentions? They are white-hot Protestants, many of
them, but none the less do they cherish and act upon the good old Jesuit
maxim--"The end justifies the means." Unluckily, sometimes even _their_
sagacity and foresight are baffled in guessing what the end of all will
be. You have read _Aspen Court_, of course? Do you remember Cyprian
Heywood's definition of a parable?--"A falsehood in illustration of
truth." "My lady" affected this convenient figure of speech a good deal;
her first words now were decidedly parabolical.
"My dearest child, you have quite taken my breath away. I cannot tell
yet whether I am sorry or glad to hear this. It comes so very suddenly!"
"Ah, mamma, say at least that you are not angry--with Alan," the soft
voice pleaded.
Lady Mildred did not think it necessary to remain long astounded, being
always averse to unnecessary expenditure of time or trouble. So she
answered, after drawing one or two deep, agitated breaths (wonderfully
well done), with intense gentleness of manner and tone--
"How could I be angry, darling? Next to Max, and yourself, and your
father, I think I love Alan better than anything in the world. He has
been rash and wild, of course; but I believe he is quite good and steady
now. I am sure he will try and make you happy. Every one will exclaim
against your imprudence, and mine; but we will not look forward
despondently. Only you must not be impatient; you _must_ wait and hope.
You don't know as well as I do what difficulties are in the way. Perhaps
I ought to have foreseen what was likely to happen, when you and Alan
were thrown so much together as you have been lately; but I never
dreamt--" she stopped, compressing her lips, as if annoyed that a truth,
for once, was escaping them. "Well--never mind; confess, Helen, you did
not fear that _I_ should oppose your wishes? You know my first object in
life is to see you happy; and I have not often contradicted you, have I,
since you were old enough to have a will of your own?"
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