Barren Honour: A NovelLawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
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Barren Honour: A Novel
Lawrence, George A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
To apply to the speaker either of the two epithets she deprecated would
have been simply impossible. Her bright eyes sparkled with a malicious
amusement and gay triumph, as she marked the effect of her words in the
quaint look of contrition mingled with perplexity which overspread
Wyverne's face--usually so imperturbable. For once in his life, he felt
fairly at a loss for a reply. Those general accusations are remarkably
hard to meet, even when one is conscious of innocence; but woe to the
respondent, if the faintest shadow of self-conviction hangs over his
guilty head! The adverse advocate sees the weak point in a moment, and
bears down on his victim with the full flood of indignant eloquence,
exulting in a verdict already secured.
On this occasion, however, Lady Mildred did not seem inclined to press
her advantage; she interrupted Alan's attempt at a disclaimer, before
his embarrassment could become painful.
"Don't look so dreadfully penitent: you make me laugh when I am quite
determined to be grave. I did not mean to impute to you any dark
criminality. Up to the present time, perhaps, that general devotion has
been rather useful in keeping you out of serious scrapes: you certainly
have been singularly fortunate in that way--or wonderfully discreet.
Besides, I don't mean to lecture you: it is a peculiarity in Helen's
character, not in yours, that makes me give you this warning. I suppose
you have guessed that she is capable of strong attachments; but you have
no idea how exacting she is of undivided love in return. She has only
had friendships (and very few of these) to deal with so far: but I
remember her fretting for days, because her favourite governess would
not give up corresponding with some school friend whom Helen had never
seen, but had magnified into a rival. It is no use disguising the truth
from you, when I cannot disguise it from myself, much as I love my pet.
_You_ would not like her to be faultless? Helen is not captious or
suspicious; but she is absurdly jealous, sometimes. I cannot conceive
how she learnt to be so: she certainly did not inherit the weakness
from her father or me. I believe she would begin to hate a dog or a
horse, if you made it too great a favourite; and words or looks of
yours--perhaps quite innocent and meaningless--might make her more
miserable than I can bear to think of. Dear Alan, it tires me more to
sermonize, than it bores you to be forced to listen; but what would you
have? If a mother has any duties at all, it must be one of them to speak
when danger threatens her own child and another whom she loves almost as
dearly."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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