“If you mean, Dinah, that I'm to cut off that miserable pittance--that
forty pounds a year--I give to poor George's girl--” He stopped, for he
saw that in his sister's face which might have appalled a bolder heart
than his own; for while her eyes flashed fire, her thin lips trembled
with passion; and so, in a very faltering humility, he added: “But you
never meant _that_ sister Dinah. You would be the very last in the world
to do it.”
“Then why impute it to me; answer me that?” said she, crossing her hands
behind her back, and staring haughtily at him.
“Just because I 'm clean at my wits' end,--just because I neither
understand one word I hear, or what I say in reply. If you 'll just tell
me what it is you propose, I 'll do my best, with God's blessing,
to follow you; but don't ask me for advice, Dinah, and don't fly out
because I 'm not as quick-witted and as clever as yourself.”
There was something almost so abject in his misery that she seemed
touched by it, and, in a voice of a very calm and kindly meaning, she
said,--
“I have been thinking a good deal over that letter of Josephine's; she
says she wants our consent to take the veil as a nun; that, by the rules
of the order, when her novitiate is concluded, she must go into the
world for at least some months,--a time meant to test her faithfulness
to her vows, and the tranquillity with which she can renounce forever
all the joys and attractions of life. We, it is true, have no means of
surrounding her with such temptations; but we might try and supply their
place by some less brilliant but not less attractive ones. We might
offer her, what we ought to have offered her years ago,--a home! What do
you say to this, Peter?”
“That I love you for it, sister Dinah, with all my heart,” said he,
kissing her on each cheek; “that it makes me happier than I knew I ever
was to be again.”
“Of course, to bring Josephine here, this must not be an inn, Peter.”
“Certainly not, Dinah,--certainly not. But I can think of nothing but
the joy of seeing her,--poor George's child I How I have yearned to know
if she was like him,--if she had any of his ways, any traits of that
quaint, dry humor he had, and, above all, of that disposition that made
him so loved by every one.”
“And cheated by every one too, brother Peter; don't forget that!”
“Who wants to think of it now?” said he, sorrowfully.
“I never reject a thought because it has unpleasant associations. It
would be but a sorry asylum which only admitted the well-to-do and the
happy.”
“How are we to get the dear child here, Dinah? Let us consider the
matter. It is a long journey off.”
“I have thought of that too,” said she, sententiously, “but not made up
my mind.”
“Let us ask M'Cormick about it, Dinah; he's coming up this evening
to play his Saturday night's rubber with Dill. He knows the Continent
well.”
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