“Am I to take this as a refusal,” said he, stiffly; “am I to tell
Colonel Hunter that your brother does not accept his offer?”
“If it depended on me,--yes; but it does not. I 'll write to-night
and tell Tom the generous project that awaits him; he shall decide for
himself.”
“I know Hunter will be annoyed; he'll think it was through some bungling
mismanagement of mine his plan has failed; he 'll be certain to say, If
it was I myself bad spoken toner--”
“Well, there's no harm in letting him think so,” said she, laughing.
“Tell him I think him charming, that I hope he 'll have a delightful
voyage and a most prosperous career after it, that I intend to read
the Indian columns in the newspaper from this day out, and will always
picture him to my mind as seated in the grandest of howdabs on the very
tallest of elephants, humming 'Rule Britannia' up the slopes of the
Himalaya, and as the penny-a-liners say, extending the blessings of
the English rule in India.” She gave her hand to him, made a little
salutation,--half bow, half courtesy,--and, saying “Good-bye,” turned
back into the shrubbery and left him.
He hesitated,--almost turned to follow her; waited a second or two more,
and then, with an impatient toss of his head, walked briskly to the
river-side and jumped into his boat. It was a sulky face that he
wore, and a sulky spirit was at work within him. There is no greater
discontent than that of him who cannot define the chagrin that consumes
him. In reality, he was angry with himself, but he turned the whole
force of his displeasure upon her.
“I suppose she is clever. I 'm no judge of that sort of thing; but, for
my own part, I'd rather see her more womanly, more delicate. She has not
a bit of heart, that's quite clear; nor, with all her affectations, does
she pretend it.” These were his first meditations, and after them he
lit a cigar and smoked it. The weed was a good one; the evening was
beautifully calm and soft, and the river scenery looked its very best.
He tried to think of a dozen things: he imagined, for instance, what a
picturesque thing a boat-race would be in such a spot; he fancied he
saw a swift gig sweep round the point and head up the stream; he caught
sight of a little open in the trees with a background of dark rock, and
he thought what a place for a cottage. But whether it was the “match” or
the “chalet” that occupied him, Polly Dill was a figure in the picture;
and he muttered unconsciously, “How pretty she is, what a deal of
expression those gray-blue eyes possess! She's as active as a fawn, and
to the full as graceful. Fancy her an Earl's daughter; give her station
and all the advantages station will bring with it,--what a girl it would
be! Not that she'd ever have a heart; I'm certain of that. She's as
worldly--as worldly as--” The exact similitude did not occur; but he
flung the end of his cigar into the river instead, and sat brooding
mournfully for the rest of the way.
CHAPTER XXV. DUBLIN REVISITED
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